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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
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I'm sorry. I just feel so isolated and alone right now. I'm terrified of leaving my house, I have no friends. Everyone hates me but I feel like I'm going insane, I need someone to talk to someone to let me know I'm not completely alone.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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im a little busy with supper but if you want to pm me feel free to. i just will be a little slow getting back to you then i typically would be. i completely understand that feeling though
 
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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
im a little busy with supper but if you want to pm me feel free to. i just will be a little slow getting back to you then i typically would be. i completely understand that feeling though
Thank you, I'll pm you
 
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Gaga786

Gaga786

The Odds Are Never In My favour
May 3, 2020
470
You can message me as well
 
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Willy Wonka

Willy Wonka

Experienced
Dec 15, 2021
200
wow, so I'm not the only one that didn't talk to anyone in like ... two months ?
 
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HateMyPointlessLife

Member
Dec 31, 2021
37
I'm sorry. I just feel so isolated and alone right now. I'm terrified of leaving my house, I have no friends. Everyone hates me but I feel like I'm going insane, I need someone to talk to someone to let me know I'm not completely alone.
I can relate. I suffer from agoraphobia and social anxiety. And haven't left the house in so long. I feel like I'm losing my mind. The only human interaction I have is with my parents, who hate me and barely speak to me, except to ridicule me. I'm so lonely. You're not alone.
 
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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
I can relate. I suffer from agoraphobia and social anxiety. And haven't left the house in so long. I feel like I'm losing my mind. The only human interaction I have is with my parents, who hate me and barely speak to me, except to ridicule me. I'm so lonely. You're not alone.
I feel like you and I are living the same life. I'm so sorry you're having to deal with that too
 
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HateMyPointlessLife

Member
Dec 31, 2021
37
I feel like you and I are living the same life. I'm so sorry you're having to deal with that too
I'm sorry for how you're feeling too. I hope you feel at least a bit less alone.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you suffer. I know that loneliness can be painful for many. It is sad how in this life people have to endure so much misery. We do not deserve the pain this life gives us. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.
 
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sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
I'm sorry that you suffer. I know that loneliness can be painful for many. It is sad how in this life people have to endure so much misery. We do not deserve the pain this life gives us. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.
Every time I post, you're always there to comment. Thank you for always being here, you're a very kind person
 
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chronicallybroken

Student
Jul 16, 2022
161
We are here for you OP
 
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Againstthewind

Againstthewind

Victory
Jul 10, 2022
217
I'm in the same position OP, I get where you're coming from, feel free to PM if you are feeling a bit panicky :)
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
207
I know how you feel the loneliness alone is enough to drive you crazy, the dread and panic is paralyzing, let alone everything else.

Social anxiety basically ruined my life, turning me into a recluse. Spent years daydreaming, living in my delusions, it was the only thing to distract me from my problems and life. Now i'm suffering the consequences for it.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, shoot me a message, not sure how much help i'll be but i can understand what you're going through.
 
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sapphoslastpoem

sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
I'm in the same position OP, I get where you're coming from, feel free to PM if you are feeling a bit panicky :)
Thank you
I know how you feel the loneliness alone is enough to drive you crazy, the dread and panic is paralyzing, let alone everything else.

Social anxiety basically ruined my life, turning me into a recluse. Spent years daydreaming, living in my delusions, it was the only thing to distract me from my problems and life. Now i'm suffering the consequences for it.

If you ever need anyone to talk to, shoot me a message, not sure how much help i'll be but i can understand what you're going through.
thank you!!
 
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lights_are_on

lights_are_on

unfortunately
Apr 9, 2022
45
You can message me anytime. Haven't figured out how this site works fully yet. I'm not a fast responder tho. Still the offers on the table haha. Terrified of leaving your house? Why? Are you agoraphobic?
 
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sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
You can message me anytime. Haven't figured out how this site works fully yet. I'm not a fast responder tho. Still the offers on the table haha. Terrified of leaving the house? Why? Are you agoraphobic?
Thank you, I am agoraphobic. I had something traumatic happen last year and now I think everyone around me hates me so I don't go outside. I'm terrified of everyone
 
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lights_are_on

lights_are_on

unfortunately
Apr 9, 2022
45
I understand. I've had something similar. Then I started to force myself out everyday because of some weird go getter personality. But I'm still afraid of everything. Doesn't help. Always think everyone that passes by is a dangerous person out to get me, afraid of cars and other things.. It sucks. Almost run home each time.

I'm sorry a traumatic situation happened to you.. worst things in life always get handed to us so easily. Especially when we don't deserve them.

And having no one is so bad when you are agoraphobic. I have a friend that never minds just coming round and sitting with me. Everyone needs company.. do you have any pets?
 
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sapphoslastpoem

Student
Jun 23, 2022
111
I understand. I've had something similar. Then I started to force myself out everyday because of some weird go getter personality. But I'm still afraid of everything. Doesn't help. Always think everyone that passes by is a dangerous person out to get me, afraid of cars and other things.. It sucks. Almost run home each time.

I'm sorry a traumatic situation happened to you.. worst things in life always get handed to us so easily. Especially when we don't deserve them.

And having no one is so bad when you are agoraphobic. I have a friend that never minds just coming round and sitting with me. Everyone needs company.. do you have any pets?
I don't have pets but I have a boyfriend, which I'm lucky to have him but it hurts because I know my pain is dragging him down. He always tries to reassure me that no one hates me but I'm convinced otherwise and I know it frustrates him
 
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tilsleepcomes

tilsleepcomes

Willing to try anything.
Jul 23, 2021
106
I'm in a very similar boat. You're not alone here.

I'm glad you're here, and all the others, too.

We aren't all meeting under the best circumstances, but I'm sure I'm not alone in appreciating your company.
 
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Againstthewind

Againstthewind

Victory
Jul 10, 2022
217
I feel the same way you guys feel, its a weird panic where you can't even do simple things like going out and buying stuff, you have to prepare this huge plan to be able to get from point A to B successfully. It's like social anxiety x5000, ugh why is it so hard.
 
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lights_are_on

lights_are_on

unfortunately
Apr 9, 2022
45
I don't have pets but I have a boyfriend, which I'm lucky to have him but it hurts because I know my pain is dragging him down. He always tries to reassure me that no one hates me but I'm convinced otherwise and I know it frustrates him
I had a friend like this. Really she just hated herself. I hate to say it but yes it must be weighing on him at least a bit. It was weighing on me too with my friend, because I loved her so much. I tried to reassure her, but it'd never work, not much one could do, at least I never figured out what to do in the end. Why do you think everyone hates you?
 
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BBBB

Member
Jan 13, 2023
167
I'm sorry. I just feel so isolated and alone right now. I'm terrified of leaving my house, I have no friends. Everyone hates me but I feel like I'm going insane, I need someone to talk to someone to let me know I'm not completely alone.
I'm here for you!!! Just reach out.
 

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