Kramer
Nervous wreck
- Oct 27, 2020
- 1,398
I'm tired of being lied to about this topic when I tell people about it. Even therapists will lie because they figure i'll kill myself if I heard the truth.
I have severe ocd and ptsd due to childhood abuse by my mother. I'm on disability as a result. My being tense and on edge is noticeable most of the time, and that's just what often shows on the surface. I can't hide all my bizarre compulsions in public. I often check my shoes and clothes frantically thinking I got something gross on them.
I've never been in a real relationship. I've been on the verge of many but would always back out because I felt like I was being forced into a cage. I felt like I was suffocating and I'm not the type who likes being alone or balancing multiple women at the same time.
So my question is; What would being in a relationship be like for me and the woman? How much of a shitshow would it be?
I have severe ocd and ptsd due to childhood abuse by my mother. I'm on disability as a result. My being tense and on edge is noticeable most of the time, and that's just what often shows on the surface. I can't hide all my bizarre compulsions in public. I often check my shoes and clothes frantically thinking I got something gross on them.
I've never been in a real relationship. I've been on the verge of many but would always back out because I felt like I was being forced into a cage. I felt like I was suffocating and I'm not the type who likes being alone or balancing multiple women at the same time.
So my question is; What would being in a relationship be like for me and the woman? How much of a shitshow would it be?
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