Menschenmühle
Member
- Jan 21, 2022
- 80
The clock is ticking. I know I don't have much time left. So I come here to write, to vent a bit of the feelings I have left.
Death is a two edged sword. It's comforting to know that there's a way out of this hell. However, it unfortunately comes with the realization that the sum of my experiences, everything that I've went through, all the sentiments that I've held dear to my heart, they all mean nothing. Death erases all suffering, and therefore makes all our sufferings meaningless. You were born, you've gone through a couple horrible years, and then you died. There's no grand plan, no lessons to learn, it just happened. Nothing remains, not even the fact that it happened, for who will be there to remember it?
I think the only method to lessen the burden of this realization is to know that you will forget all about it once you die, even the awareness that it was all for nought.
Death is a two edged sword. It's comforting to know that there's a way out of this hell. However, it unfortunately comes with the realization that the sum of my experiences, everything that I've went through, all the sentiments that I've held dear to my heart, they all mean nothing. Death erases all suffering, and therefore makes all our sufferings meaningless. You were born, you've gone through a couple horrible years, and then you died. There's no grand plan, no lessons to learn, it just happened. Nothing remains, not even the fact that it happened, for who will be there to remember it?
I think the only method to lessen the burden of this realization is to know that you will forget all about it once you die, even the awareness that it was all for nought.