Some failed suicide attempts are a Real wake up call

[noname223]

The people realize it is not what they want. Some are traumatize afterwards. And stay away from suicide for the Rest of their lives.

I always Was skeptical which type of person I am. But I am clearly not traumatized. There is still this allure of peace. The agony in my head will stop. No more thinking. No more pain. Noone will ever be able to hurt me again.

I think approaching it concretely might opened the Box of Pandora. And it is now easier. But I am not sure. I learned some things from my almost attempt.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

It makes sense that some people who failed suicide would be traumatised from it. If I were to attempt suicide and fail, I know that I'd never want to attempt ever again due to how horrific and brutal suicide actually is as well as how horrific the aftermath would be too. I'd still want an earlier death but I wouldn't have the courage to face suicide again (though I'm just speaking hypothetically as I can't access a method anyway). I doubt that I'd face such an experience if I could walk into a euthanasia clinic and die peacefully