Help Sober or not sober?

[AcidicTearsOfDeath]

I'm considering hanging myself, just want some advice. I'm not nervous I'm kinda at peace with my decision feels a bit weird tbh, I genuinely think I'm ready I feel ready. I just wanted to know is it better if I do it sober or a bit intoxicated (few shots of something). The thought just dawned on me, can anyone please give input and why, would really be helpful.

BTW, my body doesn't do well with to much of anything toxic. I'll just end up throwing up before I even get to the point of being drunk hence few shots.

 

[BPD_LE]

I've always felt cool and confident ctb by hanging, then when I actually had an opportunity to do it last week, I got really anxious. If having a few shots will help with any anxiety you may start to feel, then do it. If I do decide to go this way, I will be using benzos and alcohol to calm nerves.

 

[Ramirez]

Although alcohol helps with SI you shouldn't get too drunk where you are really clumsy. Being too drunk is exactly what fucked me over 2 times when I tried partial.

 

[AcidicTearsOfDeath]

Although alcohol helps with SI you shouldn't get too drunk where you are really clumsy. Being too drunk is exactly what fucked me over 2 times when I tried partial.

Thank you so much

I've always felt cool and confident ctb by hanging, then when I actually had an opportunity to do it last week, I got really anxious. If having a few shots will help with any anxiety you may start to feel, then do it. If I do decide to go this way, I will be using benzos and alcohol to calm nerves.

Thank you for sharing your experience, if I get nervous I shall definitely do so. So far I haven't been nervous more like worried it might fail. Thank you again