Venting So Tired

[Petrichor45]

Right now I really don't want to be alive. I hate it. I just want to sleep peacefully forever, but I'm scared of failing another attempt because I'm shit at dying. I don't even know what I'd do to CTB anymore, I'm just stuck here and continually suffering. I just wish it would end already.

 

[SVEN]

We understand.

 

[Petrichor45]

Thank you. I'm glad that this forum exists, I don't want to get thrown in another hospital just for wanting to rest.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's so tiring and dreadful feeling trapped in an existence you hate, it really should be easier to finally be free from everything and I see it as being so inhumane how suicide is purposely made so difficult, eternal sleep is all I see as being ideal as well.

 

[𖣂𖣂𖣂.]

Wish it was so easy

 

[Eternal Sleep!]

I can relate to you very much I also feel trapped in this world, and unfortunately there is no easy way out! For us mentally ill people or conscience is more a curse then a blessing. Life is just like a lottery, most people have a good ticket 🎟 which represents a good life while we miss out on the good tickets and have bad tickets aka 'bad genes' that make life a suffering with no end.