So, the americans have decided.

[HenryHenriksen_6E]

I've been mentioning that I was treating the election as a coinflip, where the win of the democratic party would mean sticking around until the next big bullshit, while a win for the republicans would ensue in me doing my preparations, working through my bucketlist, and ctb in march of next year.

Well, lo-and-behold, the Americans have chosen what they believe is the most qualified candidate. Which is trump? Sorry to get off topic, but are you guys for real? One of the greatest military and economic powers, a nation where election results shake the world, and this is the best you can pull off? This is a little early to pull an April 1st.

I'll be honest here: Trump might (hopefully) not change much for me if I were to see this through. Maybe it'd just fuck the economy in the ass for some time, but I'm so fucking tired of ancient dipshits whose remaining lifespans are in the single digits getting elected into office. They couldn't care less if everything goes south, because that's not their problem.

Regardless of how much this will impact me or not, I'm so over with this dumbfuckery. Months ago I told myself it'd be my final straw if this moron got elected, and here I am. Don't get me wrong, this isn't the only reason why I'm dipping, I wouldn't be here if it was, although it was the deciding factor. Some may think it's stupid to end it over politics, however is it really? I think depending on the circumstances it's understandable. And I treated it like a 50/50 chance, so I could stop being so undecided on ctbing. Call me deranged, but the lasting adrenaline rushes from having an election chose life or death was a lot more fun than going on https://flipsimu.com to have it choose.

On a positive(?) note, at least I have a plan moving forwards. At least I know my future certainly enough. At least I'm finally decided, and can get some peace from the unknown which has been constant for the last awful months.
Man. What a dumb fucking election.

 

[afternoontea]

I just feel numb as hell. Maybe that's mostly because I drank last night lol, but i feel like this is strengthening my will to just bedrot for the rest of my life. Things are just gonna keep getting worse. Maybe not for me specifically since I barely go outside, but I just don't see the point of going outside right now when it's all full of shit - corrupt assholes who only care about the money being shoved in their pocket while lying and saying they care about the public. And members of the public who are being brainwashed into believing that said assholes will help.

I'm feeling myself getting to the point where I feel guilty for not just getting it over with and ctb. I feel like for myself, only personally, laying around like this and mooching off of my parents is worse and more cowardly than actually just doing it. I just don't feel like I hold any value to the world at large anymore

 

[untothedepths]

oh no trust me, im totally pissed right now. my country is fucked up, coked up authoritarians just selling death and misery everywhere.

 

[Omnia131]

People really chose hate to lead America. I couldn't sleep over this but a ONLY plus is this fast forwarded by plans by quite a few months because I am not about go through another four years. And that's not if he keeps his word about ending Democracy.

oh no trust me, im totally pissed right now. my country is fucked up, coked up authoritarians just selling death and misery everywhere.

I'm mad too.
Shit, this world is going to be even more miserable.