So sad so lonely

[LosinIt20]

I never felt so alone in my life. Never been so low. I have 9 days til I CTB and I'm so ready to go I started packing up all my belongings for the trash. The friend I met I thought would be there for me stopped talking to me because his mom died and made every excuse as to why he can't call me or text me like he used to. I needed that little bit of conversation little did he know. Talking to someone sometimes actually helped the feelings but I would never admit I need anyone. The person who I really need is dead. Everyday I sit home killing time waiting for the next day to come. I have nothing anymore. I can't even afford my own space anymore and my landlord moved two strangers in my home. Two grown men who I have never seen before . I'm uncomfortable and more ready to die than ever. Oh well, I know I'm nothing. I'm tired of feeling like nothing

 

[Taran]

Feeling like nothing is shit..it kills me daily inside..power to you

 

[BlackPoppet]

I never felt so alone in my life. Never been so low. I have 9 days til I CTB and I'm so ready to go I started packing up all my belongings for the trash. The friend I met I thought would be there for me stopped talking to me because his mom died and made every excuse as to why he can't call me or text me like he used to. I needed that little bit of conversation little did he know. Talking to someone sometimes actually helped the feelings but I would never admit I need anyone. The person who I really need is dead. Everyday I sit home killing time waiting for the next day to come. I have nothing anymore. I can't even afford my own space anymore and my landlord moved two strangers in my home. Two grown men who I have never seen before . I'm uncomfortable and more ready to die than ever. Oh well, I know I'm nothing. I'm tired of feeling like nothing

Hugs from me to you

 

[NonDefaultOption]

Loneliness is deadly, it's not just you and me: Solitary confinement is very damaging ... I hope you find peace and satisfaction, whether you go with it or not.

 

[Marktheghost]

You can talk to me, by pm on here, if you want.

 

[MoreThanAFeeling]

@LosinIt20 don't be lonely. Contact someone on SS you like.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I understand the loneliness, it really is debilitating.
The only adult I speak to is my postman.

If you want to inbox me that's OK
❤

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey beautiful..we're here for u, honey

 

[s1mplem3]

I understand your feelings, that emptiness inside. Please chat with me if you want.

 

[Hansy]

Funny how people can throw you away so easily huh?
PMs are open if you need to talk, while I'm still here