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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
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I'm now going to run a bath and I hope to drown I can't go on I'm really scared I hope I don't mess up or chicken out I'm going to give it my best shot I'm done waking up cold and damp and fear of losing everything this world just wants me to feel scared it's been nice knowing you all you made me feel safe here and somewhat loved hope to see you on the other side
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
671
Waking up cold and damp?

Peace to you
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
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when you attempted last time, did you send out your facebook suicide note? or did you change your mind
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
I can't do it I can't seem to pass out
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
671
Did you try in bath?
 
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Miss clefable

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Aug 23, 2018
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
i think I'm going to stop these threads because I get sad and embarrassed when I fail one day I will just disappear from here
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
671
Dont think you should feel like that
 
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Jaded

Student
Sep 8, 2018
111
i think I'm going to stop these threads because I get sad and embarrassed when I fail one day I will just disappear from here
It's okay. Everyone knows how difficult it can be for all different reasons.
 
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Abel

Abel

Member
Sep 11, 2018
62
i think I'm going to stop these threads because I get sad and embarrassed when I fail one day I will just disappear from here
There's absolutely no shame in failing an attempt. It happens to a lot of people, committing suicide isn't easy. Especially because humans are wired to try and survive due to our primitive survival instinct.

I've failed attempts myself, so I understand the embarrassment. In a way, it's comforting to see that I'm not alone in this... so don't feel bad for posting :)
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,576
There's absolutely no shame in failing an attempt. It happens to a lot of people, committing suicide isn't easy. Especially because humans are wired to try and survive due to our primitive survival instinct.

I've failed attempts myself, so I understand the embarrassment. In a way, it's comforting to see that I'm not alone in this... so don't feel bad for posting :)
Thanks it's just annoying
 
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