
niniwuuu
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- Jul 20, 2019
- 28
Currently, I am five foot ten and weigh 185 pounds. It's a bit rainy here and cold. I started it 2 days ago. Now it's 3 days without water and the 2 days without any food. On the first day, I just had 4 mugs of coffee. That's it. Nothing except coffee. I drink a lot of coffee so I had it. No specific reason behind that. I didn't have any water or food. Just coffee.
day. I just kept going with the day. I listened to songs and was playing games. Nothing specific to do. I slept six hours during the day and stayed awake all night. I could strongly sense
Yesterday was the second day. I didn't have anything for the first time in life. No water. No food. I am not feeling anything. No discomfort. Occasional stomach aches. I can sense the smell of food from my room, which I usually don't feel. I didn't feel any thirst. I felt exhausted and my eyes became dry. I had sharp headaches for a few hours but I felt peaceful by night.
Today is the third day. I've been in the bed since morning. I avoided going to the kitchen so that I wouldn't be tempted. My folks are making all kinda tasty food that they wouldn't do often. I just feel like giving up but again, I just remember what their reaction would be if I fail my exams and that keeps me from eating. Feeling tensed and nervous. My eyes are itchy, as I am writing right now. I can feel that my skin is now so thin. It is so thin that I never knew my skin would look like this. Apart from that, I just stay in my room, watching videos and scrolling through Reddit. No discomfort felt. Can feel the churning effect in the stomach. Occasionally it stings a bit but it is bearable. I have headaches. Lots of it. I was awake at night. I slept 5 hours during the day. I am not feeling hungry but I am fantasizing about food. No thirst felt. But I feel like having some steak .
day. I just kept going with the day. I listened to songs and was playing games. Nothing specific to do. I slept six hours during the day and stayed awake all night. I could strongly sense
Yesterday was the second day. I didn't have anything for the first time in life. No water. No food. I am not feeling anything. No discomfort. Occasional stomach aches. I can sense the smell of food from my room, which I usually don't feel. I didn't feel any thirst. I felt exhausted and my eyes became dry. I had sharp headaches for a few hours but I felt peaceful by night.
Today is the third day. I've been in the bed since morning. I avoided going to the kitchen so that I wouldn't be tempted. My folks are making all kinda tasty food that they wouldn't do often. I just feel like giving up but again, I just remember what their reaction would be if I fail my exams and that keeps me from eating. Feeling tensed and nervous. My eyes are itchy, as I am writing right now. I can feel that my skin is now so thin. It is so thin that I never knew my skin would look like this. Apart from that, I just stay in my room, watching videos and scrolling through Reddit. No discomfort felt. Can feel the churning effect in the stomach. Occasionally it stings a bit but it is bearable. I have headaches. Lots of it. I was awake at night. I slept 5 hours during the day. I am not feeling hungry but I am fantasizing about food. No thirst felt. But I feel like having some steak .