Discussion So I have an MRI coming up...

[bees.]

I don't really know who else to tell this to, I just need to get it off my chest. Remove this mods if it's too much or something, idk.

I have an MRI tomorrow. I've been suicidal for pretty much two decades now, self harming for even longer. I have been having almost constant thoughts about swallowing a bunch of metal, or embedding it in my skin. To ctb? Sh? I don't even know. The magnets would theoretically, well, remove the metal. Idk I just want to hear someone's thoughts about it.

It likely wouldn't kill me, only hurt real bad, but like, thoughts? Idk

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

At best, you injure yourself.

At worst, the metal damages the MRI machine and you're on the hook to cover that repair bill.