So difficult to die

[danvii]

Honestly I'm finding it so hard to end myself. All my other attempts have failed or been prevented. Lool sometimes I feel like it would be easier to hire someone to off me or maybe just roam around my city and hope someone tries to mug me and it ends "tragically"honestly doubt it will ever happen but it's always fun to think about.

 

[strangelife]

Yes, it really requires preparation and determination, I'm still in the preparation stage, but I already have everything for SN. And what methods do you try? I also had thoughts, if, for example, you try to rob the collectors and they can shoot you, it's also such a strange idea

 

[danvii]

I'm currently preparing an exit bag using inert gas. I've got tanks of argon and some bags and hose. I just need to figure out where to do it. Although I've also just considered jumping in front of a train or off a bridge Cus I really want to go soon, preferably today lol
I think my biggest worry is just failing again. I really can't take the stress

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is far too unnecessarily difficult to die, I find it extreme cruelty how we cannot just have the option to easily die in peace, a suicide attempt going wrong and leading to way worse suffering is exactly what I fear. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.