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android

Member
Nov 9, 2025
86
Ordered SN from DSL
Freaking out after reading posts on this forum and talking to an AI (Mistral)


Will you be stopped at the border in US if you order SN ?

Delivery is soon but I am unable to intercept it on the USPS website . I am fearing they are doing a Controlled Delivery.

What is a Wellness Check ? How does it happen in the US??

please help im freaking out. I dont even want to die anymore. I can be miserable. Its ok. I just dont want to scare my parents. I dont want to make them feel shame their child is locked up or in a psych ward or in a prison or deported. I am really really scared. Please help.

Should I Return To Sender / Refuse the SN when it arrives ? Or should I just take it? Its legal to possess right ? If I get a wellness check i would get a wellness check whether or not i RTS or not right ?
 
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persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
222
A wellness check is just a check to see if you're okay. It can be scary and intimidating but as long as you can prove youre okay they can't do anything. Just show you're fully functioning i.e. you can look after yourself without help and that you are not a danger to yourself or others. You cannot be taken to a psych ward or arrested just for ordering SN. To be taken to a psych ward they have to be able to prove that you have mental health issues that cannot be managed in the community. As for the police they cannot arrest you unless they believe a crime has been committed. SN is a controlled substance but it is not illegal for you to order or own it. They may ask why you ordered it and they may refuse to deliver it but they cannot arrest you. They would have to have evidence you were planning to use the SN to commit a crime. The only thing I would say is just make sure your house doesn't have anything illegal or concerning in it. They may not decide to enter your home and if they do they cannot force their way in unless they have evidence of someone in danger or a potential crime is being committed. You don't have to answer any questions except for the ones relating to the SN such as why you ordered it. Remember it's not about whether or not you're telling the truth, it's about what they can prove. Hope you're okay.
 
android

android

Member
Nov 9, 2025
86
Thank you . I am really worried as I am abroad and re entering I hope they dont interrogate me or something. I didnt do anything wrong. The AI was saying SN can be used for some unspeakable things and it probably put me on a watch list. I dont even want to do it anymore. I dont want any of this. Ill just jump or something. I dont know if I was talking to some crazy AI, it seemed to really escalate things its called cratak. My heart was jumping out of my chest like its never had before. I have a very protective instinct now .

Do you think I should Return To Sender (RTS), or will it cause issues? I tried to intercept the package on USPS website and it says that "this package has already been intercepted". Which has FREAKED ME OUT.
A wellness check is just a check to see if you're okay. It can be scary and intimidating but as long as you can prove youre okay they can't do anything. Just show you're fully functioning i.e. you can look after yourself without help and that you are not a danger to yourself or others. You cannot be taken to a psych ward or arrested just for ordering SN. To be taken to a psych ward they have to be able to prove that you have mental health issues that cannot be managed in the community. As for the police they cannot arrest you unless they believe a crime has been committed. SN is a controlled substance but it is not illegal for you to order or own it. They may ask why you ordered it and they may refuse to deliver it but they cannot arrest you. They would have to have evidence you were planning to use the SN to commit a crime. The only thing I would say is just make sure your house doesn't have anything illegal or concerning in it. They may not decide to enter your home and if they do they cannot force their way in unless they have evidence of someone in danger or a potential crime is being committed. You don't have to answer any questions except for the ones relating to the SN such as why you ordered it. Remember it's not about whether or not you're telling the truth, it's about what they can prove. Hope you're okay
Post in thread 'Wellness checks' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/wellness-checks.230767/post-3342965

Im seeing this. What do you say to the cops ? Do I just refuse to open the door ? Will they say "COPS! WELLNESS CHECK! OPEN THE DOOR!" and alert my neighbours ?

If i dont open the door will they keep on trying to visit me ?
I dont have meto or B zo, so I cant do it anyways. I dont have the stuff
 
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persepexa

Experienced
Feb 7, 2025
222
Thank you . I am really worried as I am abroad and re entering I hope they dont interrogate me or something. I didnt do anything wrong. The AI was saying SN can be used for some unspeakable things and it probably put me on a watch list. I dont even want to do it anymore. I dont want any of this. Ill just jump or something. I dont know if I was talking to some crazy AI, it seemed to really escalate things its called cratak. My heart was jumping out of my chest like its never had before. I have a very protective instinct now .

Do you think I should Return To Sender (RTS), or will it cause issues? I tried to intercept the package on USPS website and it says that "this package has already been intercepted". Which has FREAKED ME OUT.

Post in thread 'Wellness checks' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/wellness-checks.230767/post-3342965

Im seeing this. What do you say to the cops ? Do I just refuse to open the door ? Will they say "COPS! WELLNESS CHECK! OPEN THE DOOR!" and alert my neighbours ?

If i dont open the door will they keep on trying to visit me ?
I dont have meto or B zo, so I cant do it anyways. I dont have the stuff
I highly doubt they would stop you entering the country. SN isn't illegal in the US so they can't arrest you. I don't think they can put you on a watch list for ordering something that isn't illegal. As I said there would have to be more, such as evidence you planned to commit a crime with it or repeated attempts to order it into the country.

As for the welfare check as they're checking on your welfare it wouldn't make sense for them to bang on your door and shout. Usually they would only do that if you were under arrest. It should be a normal conversation about your welfare. It's not an interrogation. You don't have to open the door as you're not under arrest and unless they have a warrant they can't enter your home without your permission. I would advise you speak to them to at least reassure them you're okay but don't answer anything you feel would incriminate you. Just keep it neutral, you're okay, you're not in danger, you're not a danger to anyone else, you ordered the SN for legitimate purposes.
 
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enditplz

Experienced
Jan 24, 2023
200
Wellness checks happen cause they busted the seller and got all the receipts of who the seller sold product to. And it's really not about making sure you're okay, it's just the police collecting evidence to see how many ppl actually ctb'd so they can charge the seller with a crime.

So if the police do come to your house just answer and tell them you have no clue what they are talking about. They'll probably ask to search your home, but you can refuse since they are not going to bother getting a warrant. But in case your parents answer and allow them to search, I suggest throwing the SN away so that they don't find anything.
 

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