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whywereyouborn

whywereyouborn

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i'm really scared of the nausea. i'm dealing with nausea rn due to unrelated reasons and it's so bad i don't think i can do it. i would need something that will 100% get rid of that before i can consider it. i already bought the SN and it's on it's way from DSL so idk if I should return it and go the opioid route? i can easily access heroin and oxycodone, this seems like the preferred route for me but i'm even hearing some sources say that causes nausea too. I just need something to knock me out or I might go the more violent jumping route. The only thing that is tried and trued for me is Gabapentin. I take really high doses of it and it doesn't cause me any pain/nausea/discomfort at all. Just an hour later and I'm immediately sedated, falling asleep and slurring my speech and stuff. I've taken 6g+ at once no problem. I need something like that, Gabapentin doesn't kill in high doses though, I have up to 108grams of it. I need something to pair it with that'll cause respiratory arrest without nausea. What about 100+ grams of gabapentin and then 7-OH? I have that coming in the mail around tomorrow. Just looking for some answers, because the more I search up SN the more scared I get that it might not be something I can tolerate. Also I have gastroparesis, so things stick around in my stomach longer if they're irritating.
 

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