SN tastes like bleach

[neenie]

Hello

I am currently trying to catch the bus via SN. However it feels very very corrosive (literally can't breathe it and it burns my throat like shit), it almost compares to bleach (I have drunk some once so I know that for a fact), so I have only managed to take a few sips. Is SN supposed to taste like this? Is my batch laced? I know I am overall very soft but I can't really remember anyone mentioning how corrosive it was feeling so I'm not sure whether that's normal

For now I will have to stick to taking little sips after little sips and pray I'm one of those lucky people who need a small dose to die from SN. I'm currently dizzy and not very functional so I hope I reach a lethal dose before I just faint and wake up impaired in any way :(

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Don't do little sips, please reconsider. I took a couple of sips just to try and ended up having a bad night...and I was lucky.

The taste is bad, yes, but maybe it's better to just chug the whole thing down. Same with the burning throat, but I do not remember it smelling bad so maybe you could tell us something about your source to be sure.

 

[sanction]

I recall most people just describing it as very salty. Never heard of bleach taste

Of course I'm not expert in this at all, but at least that's what I recall reading most of the time

Be safe. All the best

 

[Michi_Violeta]

I recall most people just describing it as very salty. Never heard of bleach taste

Of course I'm not expert in this at all, but at least that's what I recall reading most of the time

Be safe. All the best

I've never tasted bleach, but this also sounds odd. SN tastes like extra salty seawater.

 

[neenie]

Don't do little sips, please reconsider. I took a couple of sips just to try and ended up having a bad night...and I was lucky.

The taste is bad, yes, but maybe it's better to just chug the whole thing down. Same with the burning throat, but I do not remember it smelling bad so maybe you could tell us something about your source to be sure.

What exactly happened after you only took little sips?
I think I will just try another day when I'm feelin stronger
My source is the infamous polish B brand, from the infamous polish B site

 

[sanction]

I've never tasted bleach, but this also sounds odd. SN tastes like extra salty seawater.

I never tasted it before as well, have only smell it, probably like most people

Does sound odd, since it's used for preserving meat, so bleach taste would ruin the meat's flavor

In this case, I would advice @neenie to be extra safe and take cautious steps at this point

 

[Michi_Violeta]

What exactly happened after you only took little sips?
I think I will just try another day when I'm feelin stronger
My source is the infamous polish B brand, from the infamous polish B site

I just took two sips for testing and it sucked. From what I understand now, the recommend doses of SN is just enough to overwhelm your body with the initial symptoms so that you're unconscious by the time the most uncomfortable ones happen.

The thing is that those little sips have an immediate effect, but the SN remains in your system and it's uncomfortable. I made myself vomit once and had to vomit three times more...and that's after the initial symptoms disappeared.

Here's the thread I made about it in case it helps:

Just had a tiny sip of SN: thoughts

I don't know why I got the feeling that I wanted to...make sure? See if I was able to do it? I don't know. I took a 7mg pill of zopiclone to sleep, just like I've been doing lately, and decided to check if the powder I got was really SN. Read a post here a couple of days ago mentioning that SN...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[SickNSad2024]

What else does SN feel like? Does it make you sleepy? Asking for a friend.

 

[northevelyn]

What exactly happened after you only took little sips?
I think I will just try another day when I'm feelin stronger
My source is the infamous polish B brand, from the infamous polish B site

Hey, I'm looking to get some from that supplier, but don't know the suggested way to find info on them. Could you help direct me?

 

[neenie]

None of what you all are saying is reassuring but I guess there's nothing reassuring about my situation
Thanks for being here for me and @Michi_Violeta for linking your thread

What else does SN feel like? Does it make you sleepy? Asking for a friend.

Makes you weak and uncoordinated and tummy hurts and your heart beats faster, I'm only tired because I haven't slept all night

 

[Wonhun]

Hey, I'm looking to get some from that supplier, but don't know the suggested way to find info on them. Could you help direct me?

6 letter for supplier, 5 letter for site
but it seems it doesnt ship everywhere

 

[neenie]

Anyway since there is no way I'm going to the hospital I'm gonna go to sleep now and pray for the best thank you everyone see you tomorrow!!

 

[northevelyn]

6 letter for supplier, 5 letter for site
but it seems it doesnt ship everywhere

I don't understand, could you dm me

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Anyway since there is no way I'm going to the hospital I'm gonna go to sleep now and pray for the best thank you everyone see you tomorrow!!

I don't recommend going to sleep immediately, specially if you took other meds. Try doing what I did, set alarms every hour or so to see how you're feeling and vomit whenever you need. It's important you don't vomit in your sleep, so try sleeping on one side of your head.

 

[Wonhun]

I don't recommend going to sleep immediately, specially if you took other meds. Try doing what I did, set alarms every hour or so to see how you're feeling and vomit whenever you need. It's important you don't vomit in your sleep, so try sleeping on one side of your head.

why would you set alarm to wake up and redrink it? isnt it just last 20-30 min?

 

[neenie]

omg guys it's so painful i have tinnitus i cannot get up i want to throw up i have a headache . whenever i'm not focusing on anything specific everything hurts and is uncomfortable in general please make sure you're ready to commit to drinking the whole thing before attempting because for example i know i am soft and am not built for this

I don't recommend going to sleep immediately, specially if you took other meds. Try doing what I did, set alarms every hour or so to see how you're feeling and vomit whenever you need. It's important you don't vomit in your sleep, so try sleeping on one side of your head.

Thank you you are so supportive I appreciate a lot and you also have great advice

 

[Michi_Violeta]

why would you set alarm to wake up and redrink it? isnt it just last 20-30 min?

I didn't said it was to redrink, but to pay attention to symptoms so they don't die in their sleep in case of an aborted attempt after just having a few sips of SN.

omg guys it's so painful i have tinnitus i cannot get up i want to throw up i have a headache . whenever i'm not focusing on anything specific everything hurts and is uncomfortable in general please make sure you're ready to commit to drinking the whole thing before attempting because for example i know i am soft and am not built for this

Thank you you are so supportive I appreciate a lot and you also have great advice

One thing at a time. Simple thoughts.

Decide if you are going to abort. It's probably the best call now. It's your call.

Allow yourself to vomit if you want to abort. Vomit all you need. If you induce vomit, use only your fingers. You will need to stay awake for a while to monitor your symptoms.

If the pain becomes too much, call an ambulance. METHYLENE BLUE is the antidote.

 

[Ferreter]

omg guys it's so painful i have tinnitus i cannot get up i want to throw up i have a headache . whenever i'm not focusing on anything specific everything hurts and is uncomfortable in general please make sure you're ready to commit to drinking the whole thing before attempting because for example i know i am soft and am not built for this

Thank you you are so supportive I appreciate a lot and you also have great advice

I would go to the hospital immediately, any amount of ingestion of SN can be fatal if not cause serious injury, it's best not to just tough it out. Please reconsider seeking medical atttention for this.

 

[neenie]

I didn't said it was to redrink, but to pay attention to symptoms so they don't die in their sleep in case of an aborted attempt after just having a few sips of SN.

One thing at a time. Simple thoughts.

Decide if you are going to abort. It's probably the best call now. It's your call.

Allow yourself to vomit if you want to abort. Vomit all you need. If you induce vomit, use only your fingers. You will need to stay awake for a while to monitor your symptoms.

If the pain becomes too much, call an ambulance. METHYLENE BLUE is the antidote.

yes I want to abort and also I'm not calling an ambulance because medical staff are going to treat me like shit and I know I tend to overreact and be dramatic when it comes to any physical sensation so I'm going to be fine but I will throw up if I need to thank you

I would go to the hospital immediately, any amount of ingestion of SN can be fatal if not cause serious injury, it's best not to just tough it out. Please reconsider seeking medical atttention for this.

This is really considerate thank you but I'm really not sure I want to go to the hospital because I'm going to be treated like shit, blood draws from my artery is going to be painful and I'll get admitted to psych ward and I'm going to go back to my life anyway so might as well take the shortest route in my opinion but once again I appreciate it

 

[Wonhun]

is it difficult to drink the whole drink in one go? isnt it 50mL for 25g?

 

[DrJ3llyf1sh]

None of what you all are saying is reassuring but I guess there's nothing reassuring about my situation View attachment 163670
Thanks for being here for me and @Michi_Violeta for linking your thread

Makes you weak and uncoordinated and tummy hurts and your heart beats faster, I'm only tired because I haven't slept all night

you could buy test strips to make sure it actually is SN if you're feeling unsure. I've heard it can taste like really crappy moonshine, though, so the bleach thing sort of makes sense.

 

[neenie]

is it difficult to drink the whole drink in one go? isnt it 50mL for 25g?

Trust me you have no idea how hard it is, picture public swimming pool chlorinated water, triple 5 times and give it to the dead sea water. But once again I'm very whiny in general and also might have gotten a shitty batch so take with a grain of salt

 

[Wonhun]

Trust me you have no idea how hard it is, picture public swimming pool chlorinated water, triple 5 times and give it to the dead sea water. But once again I'm very whiny in general and also might have gotten a shitty batch so take with a grain of salt

triple 5 times? I thought if you drink it quick it wont be an issue. Does it burn your throat and lingering? Which one is your source?

 

[neenie]

Update I have successfully had a panic attack over possibly having to call EMS don't do poisons kids

triple 5 times? I thought if you drink it quick it wont be an issue. Does it burn your throat and lingering? Which one is your source?

I wasn't able to drink it quickly
@Wonhun please ask me for tips later I am in the midst of surviving and am not in the right headspace to give you appropriate responses

 

[TotalEclipse]

Updates? Are you still alive?

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Update I have successfully had a panic attack over possibly having to call EMS don't do poisons kids

I wasn't able to drink it quickly
@Wonhun please ask me for tips later I am in the midst of surviving and am not in the right headspace to give you appropriate responses

Please reply when you can, we're worried about you. Sorry I couldn't stay longer online last night, had to sleep for an important commitment.

Here's hoping you're safe!

 

[catfriend]

hope you're okay!! none of this sounds pleasant

 

[neenie]

Update I lived thanks everyone for rooting for me
Maybe I should describe the whole experience in a dedicated less chaotic thread for people who might be interested

 

[catfriend]

Update I lived thanks everyone for rooting for me
Maybe I should describe the whole experience in a dedicated less chaotic thread for people who might be interested

YESSS!!! so glad you're okay and that your final moments didn't end up being that. please do share your experience, when you are able -- it will help others. :)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

triple 5 times? I thought if you drink it quick it wont be an issue. Does it burn your throat and lingering? Which one is your source?

She was describing how bad the taste is, comparing it to chlorinated swimming pool water, and super salty Dead Sea water, like TRIPLE 5 TIMES AS BAD, not drinking triple of or 5 times the amount of SN.