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StalkedByDeath

StalkedByDeath

Borderline Personality Disorder Elder
Sep 5, 2019
82
I'd appreciate if someone could DM me. Been a member here since 2019.

I just got out of an inpatient facility after having my SN taken that I have had on-hand since 2023. Looking into things, it appears that since then all suppliers have become A. Business address only, or B. Relatively expensive even for 100g. The source I used previously is no longer available. Any new ones out there?

It was extremely helpful having it on-hand and part of why I was able to get so far. Having that sense of "If I do this, it's final" that you don't really get with many other methods kept me from attempting, somewhat ironically. I'm looking to instill that comfort again so that I can move forward in life with peace of mind knowing I have an escape should it come to that.

I sincerely appreciate any help!
 
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StalkedByDeath

StalkedByDeath

Borderline Personality Disorder Elder
Sep 5, 2019
82
I actually found one! Got my SN earlier this week.

It's a chemical supplier whose entire business model is "Supporting hobbyists and entrepreneurs"
 
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IDontKnow1000

Member
May 31, 2026
9
I am also looking for a new source (I live in Europe) now that DSL is gone. The thing is it doesn't seem like I have access to DMs yet since my account is pretty new. Even though I have been wandering on this website for a year now.

I actually found one! Got my SN earlier this week.

It's a chemical supplier whose entire business model is "Supporting hobbyists and entrepreneurs"
I'd love if you could DM me in a few days once my DMs are opened.

Happy for you
 
YunoAtsuko

YunoAtsuko

Ily
Jul 9, 2025
36
I am also looking for a new source (I live in Europe) now that DSL is gone. The thing is it doesn't seem like I have access to DMs yet since my account is pretty new. Even though I have been wandering on this website for a year now.


I'd love if you could DM me in a few days once my DMs are opened.

Happy for you
wait, that's why i cant see dms?! I've had this account for like a year, I rarely use it. How do I get access?
 
eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake! šŸ°ā˜•ļø he/him
Apr 21, 2025
1,604
wait, that's why i cant see dms?! I've had this account for like a year, I rarely use it. How do I get access?
need to write some more posts to unlock it.

I actually found one! Got my SN earlier this week.

It's a chemical supplier whose entire business model is "Supporting hobbyists and entrepreneurs"
i've been depressive since i need to look for a new sn source after dsl went down. i hope that i'll be able to find one soon as well
 
Nullm

Nullm

Student
Apr 5, 2019
152
I'd appreciate if someone could DM me. Been a member here since 2019.

I just got out of an inpatient facility after having my SN taken that I have had on-hand since 2023. Looking into things, it appears that since then all suppliers have become A. Business address only, or B. Relatively expensive even for 100g. The source I used previously is no longer available. Any new ones out there?

It was extremely helpful having it on-hand and part of why I was able to get so far. Having that sense of "If I do this, it's final" that you don't really get with many other methods kept me from attempting, somewhat ironically. I'm looking to instill that comfort again so that I can move forward in life with peace of mind knowing I have an escape should it come to that.

I sincerely appreciate any help!
Wdym if I do this is final?
What about puking? 2 years ago I ordered sn and got AE but threw it away, because from reading here, I got the impression that if you puke you should call an ambulance.
Btw Did you find your source through google?
 
StalkedByDeath

StalkedByDeath

Borderline Personality Disorder Elder
Sep 5, 2019
82
Wdym if I do this is final?
What about puking? 2 years ago I ordered sn and got AE but threw it away, because from reading here, I got the impression that if you puke you should call an ambulance.
Btw Did you find your source through google?
I did indeed find it through Google, but it took A LOT of digging to find a source that ships to residential addresses. Once the Youth Poisoning Protection Act gets passed it's going to be damn near impossible to get >10% SN in the US.

I guess save for puking? I still view taking SN as relatively absolute, hence why it's not something you should ever "practice" with. You can overdose on as little as 1-2g. 25g is just massive overkill to ensure things work out.
 
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