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KristineMC

KristineMC

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
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Planning to CTB within the next month, and had some questions about sourcing SN (I'm in Canada). The only ones I found don't ship to residential addresses. My DMs are also open if anyone has better sources.

My other concern is triggering a police wellfare check. My current plan is to ship to my apartment without specifying my unit number, and just pick it up in the common area, though this seems like a somewhat primitive method. Anyone have experiences with SN and police wellfare checks in British Columbia, Canada?

Additionally, was wondering about obtaining antiemetics as par of the protocol. PPH recommends metoclopramide or ondansetron which is what I'm looking for, though any other precription strength antiemetic will likely be better than nothing. Otherwise, OTCs like dimenhydrinate (Dramamine) may be my only option, as visiting a doctor and trying to get a precription is definitely not an option for me. PPH mentions this website: https://rxmedonline.com/ though it doesn't seem too reliable. DMs open if anyone has better sources or tips
 
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aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

♡ strxwberrymilk
Feb 14, 2026
351
Cole Parmer doesn't ship to residential addresses, they'll cancel the order once they realize that which is going to happen no matter what. You need a commercial shipping and billing address, any easily found chemical store you find on the internet is likely to have the same policy.
 
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KristineMC

KristineMC

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
23
Cole Parmer doesn't ship to residential addresses, they'll cancel the order once they realize that which is going to happen no matter what. You need a commercial shipping and billing address, any easily found chemical store you find on the internet is likely to have the same policy.
Thanks, good to know they will cancel orders in that case
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
651
Thanks, good to know they will cancel orders in that case
Thank god. Because you could have carelessly exposed a source with no regard to their safety or the safety of the users on the site. Way to go!!!
 
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KristineMC

KristineMC

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
23
Thank god. Because you could have carelessly exposed a source with no regard to their safety or the safety of the users on the site. Way to go!!!
I'm very sorry, what I meant there was that it's good information for me to know as I don't want to make a mistake and have my order cancelled or potentially risk a wellfare check.

I'm sorry if I've done something wrong. This is my first ever time starting a thread on this site. Forgive me but I'm having trouble understanding exactly what you mean. Could you elaborate? I don't want to do any harm onto this community and if there's something in my original post I should edit, I would be happy to do so.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Warlock
Nov 12, 2025
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I'm very sorry, what I meant there was that it's good information for me to know as I don't want to make a mistake and have my order cancelled or potentially risk a wellfare check.

I'm sorry if I've done something wrong. This is my first ever time starting a thread on this site. Forgive me but I'm having trouble understanding exactly what you mean. Could you elaborate? I don't want to do any harm onto this community and if there's something in my original post I should edit, I would be happy to do so.
If you find another source, best not to link them or mention them by name in future posts.
 
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copioushopelessness

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2025
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Thank god. Because you could have carelessly exposed a source with no regard to their safety or the safety of the users on the site. Way to go!!!
They are chemical suppliers for labs. It's one of the first companies when googling it. I get what you're saying but this is a chemical company.
 
KristineMC

KristineMC

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
23
If you find another source, best not to link them or mention them by name in future posts.
Sorry about that, I went back and edited my original post to remove it. the only reason I linked that site was because I figured it's a large company and legitimate/legally sanctioned commercial supplier and thus couldn't be threatened. I promise I wouldn't have been so careless if it was an individual supplier, and I will definitely avoid mentioning any identifying details of any suppliers in the future. Again thanks for the understanding
 
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cluefixphantom

Student
Feb 19, 2026
158
Have you received your SN? I've already gone through the hints here about DSL but couldn't find the site. But if the guy in the BBC article is the seller, I don't want to give him any money anyway lol. I also found some legal companies online that offer SN, but it always says "not for private individuals". It seems they won't deliver it. The only way might be to create a fake mailbox company.
 
KristineMC

KristineMC

I don't think; therefore I am not.
Oct 13, 2024
23
Have you received your SN? I've already gone through the hints here about DSL but couldn't find the site. But if the guy in the BBC article is the seller, I don't want to give him any money anyway lol. I also found some legal companies online that offer SN, but it always says "not for private individuals". It seems they won't deliver it. The only way might be to create a fake mailbox company.
I haven't ordered yet (planning on using DSL), because I'm still trying to get money for a PO box (where I live it costs as much as the SN itself). I doubt it's easy to create a company just for the sake of ordering from commercial suppliers. If this was a viable solution, other users would likely have tried it by now. DSL is the only supplier I'm aware of and is what I'm planning on using.
 

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