SN shipped how im feeling

[sewycidial]

My SN just shipped, got a USPS tracking number. This is going to be interesting. The days are getting sunnier and brighter, but my reason i wanna ctb doesn't change i thought about partial hanging and even gave that a try in the meantime. Deep down i don't wanna CTB but i just cant fix my circumstances and wish i took my bipolar disorder medications before cause the pyschosis and mania ruined everything good i had

 

[searchingforpeace]

can you PM me where you ordered it from? I'd appreciate it very much

 

[UKscotty]

Nothing is final until you pull that figurative trigger.

 

[voidentity]

can you PM me where you ordered it from? I'd appreciate it very much

could i get a PM as well please?

 

[dinosavr]

My SN just shipped, got a USPS tracking number. This is going to be interesting. The days are getting sunnier and brighter, but my reason i wanna ctb doesn't change i thought about partial hanging and even gave that a try in the meantime. Deep down i don't wanna CTB but i just cant fix my circumstances and wish i took my bipolar disorder medications before cause the pyschosis and mania ruined everything good i had

I'm sorry you feel that way. It must be awful wanting to ctb knowing deep down that you would like to continue your life in different circumstances. I hope you can maybe still find some ways to recover and find another solution that suits you more.
Either way, I hope you can find your peace!

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly such a cruel existence where people suffer so much, it must be dreadful what you are going through but anyway best wishes.

 

[ihatemylifee]

dm me with the source thank u