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Sethy

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Aug 24, 2023
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Okay i found a place i can get SN and antiemetics, just everything at the same place and cheap no prescription, i only miss courage.

Where can I buy a courage please?
 
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Moroze

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Aug 9, 2023
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Hey, the fact that you need courage might indicate that you're not ready to go just yet? When we are fully ready, in many scenarios, the desperation to die eliminates the need for courage.
 
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Sethy

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Aug 24, 2023
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Hey, the fact that you need courage might indicate that you're not ready to go just yet? When we are fully ready, in many scenarios, the desperation to die eliminates the need for courage.
Yes i am not ready. I feel like i should be, but i am not.
 
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Minsu

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Jan 17, 2023
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It's not a shame to just chicken out or change your mind! 🤗
 
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Sethy

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Aug 24, 2023
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It's not a shame to just chicken out or change your mind! 🤗
Thing is, if this is the only life we have, we should fight for it more i guess. Well i have reasons to ctb, but if its this the only chance I got, i don't want to waste it 😥 maybe i need a friend idk, so alone for all burdens.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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There's no need to rush when you have your method ready.

Living life is difficult dying is even more difficult.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Courage will come to you running when you are ready to ctb, not just when you have your method ready. Until then, don't be hard on yourself. Ctb should be the last option for anyone.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you all the best.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,361
Off topic. But is your top ctb method still CO?
Yes, it is.

I'm much less suicidal atm. I guess, I won't attempt any time soon but, just in case, CO would be my choice.
 
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Minsu

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Jan 17, 2023
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Yes, it is.

I'm much less suicidal atm. I guess, I won't attempt any time soon but, just in case, CO would be my choice.
Probably mine too. I have everything, but the co meter. Imma buy it soon though
Yes, it is.

I'm much less suicidal atm. I guess, I won't attempt any time soon but, just in case, CO would be my choice.
Do you think I could use my CO tent in my room with opened windows (to prevent any harm to other peoplewhen they find me)?
I think it's much more convenient to do this kind of stuff at home
 
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