Method SN Ready to the end

[Elohim]

I have been here for a while, and I believe I've gathered enough knowledge to finish what should never have started...
If anyone wants to give me some advice, chat about life, philosophy, issues in the world, videogames, I'd appreciate some honesty.
I'm finishing to do what I gotta do with my important ones, by the end of the week it will all be over.
Unfortunately this decision is not something I can share with anyone who knows me, so my goodbyes are being very subtle.
In the end the only one who's gonna be with me till the end is gonna be my cat.
I'll probably do it Friday night

Antimetic: Domperidone (Oral Route)—20 milligrams (mg) three to four times daily
Xanax 250 micrograms
Omeoprazole 40mg
Painkiller: Paracetamol 1g or ibuprofen 600mg?
Antiacid: Gaviscon: sodium alginate 250mg, sodium bicarbonate 106.5mg, calcium carbonate 187.5mg

Day 1
Medication and Dose
At some point in the day I'll split 1x250 micrograms of Xanax and take them to calm down, also weed, I was thinking to drink alcohol. I've kind of got an alcoholism after my catch the bus decision, but I've read alcohol doesn't go well with Domperidone and obviously it's bad for the stomach. Either way, I might have a shot or 4 of whiskey or jager Meister's to calm as well... Still thinking about it (does anyone know how bad the alcohol is in this process?)
Regarding to diet... I have some healthy, good, tasty, easy to digest, comfy soup I've cooked.
I'll try to eat as little the day as possible and divide through for the first day

08:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone and 1x40 Omeoprazole
16:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone
20:00hrs 1x40 Omeoprazole
24:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone
Day 2 Medication and Dose
For the Fasting, I'm thinking about eating some toast and soup and drink some water till 2 or 4 pm
At some point in the day I might take 3x250 micrograms Xanax, divide through the day and take them to calm down, also weed, this day I might just take a shot after food.
08:00hrs1 X 20mg Domperidone and 1x40 Omeoprazole
16:00hrs1 X 20mg Domperidone
20:00hrs 1x40 Omeoprazole
23:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
23:15hrs3 X 20mg Domperidone (60mg in total)
23:30hrs 2 tablets of (antiacid Gaviscon: sodium alginate 250mg, sodium bicarbonate 106.5mg, calcium carbonate 187.5mg)
24:00hrs SN drink

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[Letgo]

I am sorry it has all come down to this. I wish you peace and rest. You will be thought of.

 

[lookingforsanctuary]

Will be thinking of you. I hope you find peace.

Is there anything you want to see/do before you go? Anything you will miss?

 

[invokat-140]

I would be interested to know how you got the various preparations, most of which are not over-the-counter, and how easy or difficult that was, depending on which country you are in. How many grams of SN are you going to take? Don't feel compelled to divulge information about yourself.

Nevertheless, I hope you will be successful. All the best.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[Gonnerr]

Hope you find peace and escape peacefully.

 

[depresso_expresso03]

Wish you the best.

 

[Elohim]

I ended up not doing yet
But tonight is probably the night (London night hour)
I'm fasting, till 00:00 it'll be 6h fasting
I might take some weed and benzo at 00h, the after a while the final medicines and the sn

 

[dimstar]

I wish you the best what ever you decide, you'll know if it's the right moment or not nothing wrong with waiting or going through with it. I would love to be drunk when doing the sn but it is really not recommended. Even if its before the 2 hour water fast still not a great idea. Let the benzos and weed take the edge off. Safe journeys friend will be thinking of you. Sorry its reached this point.

 

[Elohim]

One hour left
Just took the paracetamol

 

[squirley]

I'm not exactly sure what brought you here.
Issues / pain etc.
But you seem to have the proper planning and mindset.
have a smooth ride.

 

[ToTheTwillight]

Wish you farewell

 

[dimstar]

❤ find peace

 

[Unwr!tten]

May you rest in peace

 

[DreamEnd]

Have a good trip. Are you still with us?

 

[Vizzy]

I have been here for a while, and I believe I've gathered enough knowledge to finish what should never have started...
If anyone wants to give me some advice, chat about life, philosophy, issues in the world, videogames, I'd appreciate some honesty.
I'm finishing to do what I gotta do with my important ones, by the end of the week it will all be over.
Unfortunately this decision is not something I can share with anyone who knows me, so my goodbyes are being very subtle.
In the end the only one who's gonna be with me till the end is gonna be my cat.
I'll probably do it Friday night

Antimetic: Domperidone (Oral Route)—20 milligrams (mg) three to four times daily
Xanax 250 micrograms
Omeoprazole 40mg
Painkiller: Paracetamol 1g or ibuprofen 600mg?
Antiacid: Gaviscon: sodium alginate 250mg, sodium bicarbonate 106.5mg, calcium carbonate 187.5mg

Day 1
Medication and Dose
At some point in the day I'll split 1x250 micrograms of Xanax and take them to calm down, also weed, I was thinking to drink alcohol. I've kind of got an alcoholism after my catch the bus decision, but I've read alcohol doesn't go well with Domperidone and obviously it's bad for the stomach. Either way, I might have a shot or 4 of whiskey or jager Meister's to calm as well... Still thinking about it (does anyone know how bad the alcohol is in this process?)
Regarding to diet... I have some healthy, good, tasty, easy to digest, comfy soup I've cooked.
I'll try to eat as little the day as possible and divide through for the first day

08:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone and 1x40 Omeoprazole
16:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone
20:00hrs 1x40 Omeoprazole
24:00hrs 1 X 20mg Domperidone
Day 2 Medication and Dose
For the Fasting, I'm thinking about eating some toast and soup and drink some water till 2 or 4 pm
At some point in the day I might take 3x250 micrograms Xanax, divide through the day and take them to calm down, also weed, this day I might just take a shot after food.
08:00hrs1 X 20mg Domperidone and 1x40 Omeoprazole
16:00hrs1 X 20mg Domperidone
20:00hrs 1x40 Omeoprazole
23:00hrs600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol.
23:15hrs3 X 20mg Domperidone (60mg in total)
23:30hrs 2 tablets of (antiacid Gaviscon: sodium alginate 250mg, sodium bicarbonate 106.5mg, calcium carbonate 187.5mg)
24:00hrs SN drink

Remove the anti acid, that's gonna slow down your sn absorption and it should not be added as per the new ppeh book

You already taking domperidone which will help with nausea and vomiting

Hope you find peace

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

One hour left
Just took the paracetamol

safe travels. farewell

 

[ditsyking]

Firstly I apologise for my english. I am from Croatia. I am worried about the quality of sodium nitrate and I need your opinion. The reason why I am worried to use this method the difference in prices. I have contacted a few companies and the price is very different. for 25kg the price is 5 euros per kg and the minimum quantity I can order is 25kg. I have found the website that have chemicals for schools etc. and I contacted them. They said that I can order 100g for 8 euros plus delivery. When I asked for quality they said it is per analysis. Then I asked does it mean that it is a high quality or it is a lower quality and can't be used for food. The distributor said that they will contact the chemist and then answer my question. On google I can't find what does it mean for chemical to be p.a (per analasys). I am quie concerned about that. Is there a difference in purity of sodium nitrate?
Maybe that is why it is considered to be a quite peaceful method in the peaceful pill handbook, but some people experience quite a discomfort using SN as a method.

Thanks for any help!
I just received a reply saying that it can be used for food purposes.

 

[dctb]

I am worried about the quality of sodium nitrate and I need your opinion.

hey, i am pretty sure what you're looking for is sodium nitr i te (NaNO2), not sodium nitr a te (NaNO3)

When I asked for quality they said it is per analysis.

it is recommended to use as high purity as you can get, above 95% pure is best
i'm in the central/eastern europe and the chemical store i am looking at to order mine has sn in 2 grades of purity: 1. pure, and the purity is listed as 96%, costs about 2€ per 100g; 2. pure for analysis with purity listaed as 98%, costs around 3,25€ per 100g. i'm sure the prices vary in different countries, so i'd find out the purity %

 

[ditsyking]

hey, i am pretty sure what you're looking for is sodium nitr i te (NaNO2), not sodium nitr a te (NaNO3)

it is recommended to use as high purity as you can get, above 95% pure is best
i'm in the central/eastern europe and the chemical store i am looking at to order mine has sn in 2 grades of purity: 1. pure, and the purity is listed as 96%, costs about 2€ per 100g; 2. pure for analysis with purity listaed as 98%, costs around 3,25€ per 100g. i'm sure the prices vary in different countries, so i'd find out the purity %

Thank you