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effemel

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I don't have access to anything like Meto or benzos so is there anything to substitute the two that's easily accessible here in the uk? Specifically not over the counter? I've seen ppl take Xanax which I also don't have access to, is taking xan really needed?
 
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Isn't propranolol often used as a substitute? It's a beta blocker. It's very accessible for those with anxiety, specifically if you have situational anxiety like stage fright, interview/presentation anxiety. I use it for driving lessons, interviews and some challenging social situations.
 
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as long as you have the SN that's the biggest thing. all the other medicines are there to prevent your body from throwing up the poison and to slow the heart rate down and anxiety.
 
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Isn't propranolol often used as a substitute? It's a beta blocker. It's very accessible for those with anxiety, specifically if you have situational anxiety like stage fright, interview/presentation anxiety. I use it for driving lessons, interviews and some challenging social situations.
Do you buy yours online?
as long as you have the SN that's the biggest thing. all the other medicines are there to prevent your body from throwing up the poison and to slow the heart rate down and anxiety.
I mean I'd like to make the process as bearable as possible if I'm able to
 
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Do you buy yours online?

I mean I'd like to make the process as bearable as possible if I'm able to

I just get it from the GP. I got it on repeat. They're quite happy giving it out, not meant to be addictive like diazepam and the like.
 
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LettinGooo

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I was able to get Prochlorperazine from an online pharmacy without any issues. It's a beta blocker and the main ingredient is on the list on the megathread as an alternative to MeTo.
 
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effemel

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I just get it from the GP. I got it on repeat. They're quite happy giving it out, not meant to be addictive like diazepam and the like.
I think I'll look into this, thank you!
I was able to get Prochlorperazine from an online pharmacy without any issues. It's a beta blocker and the main ingredient is on the list on the megathread as an alternative to MeTo.
thank you! Are you able to tell me which site you got it from?
 
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