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nitritegirl

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i know phenobarbital should be much more painless, but the only reason i am asking this is because I don't have time. I can't book an hotel or anything. i only have about 10 hours from the time i take the stuff and the time someone notices i haven't left my bedroom yet. SN seems to be a rapid death while with phenobarbital is slow-acting, even though i'd OD it with lorazepam. that's why i wonder if despite having phenobarbital, i should use SN instead just because of it being faster.

I have metoclopramide which I would take with either method beforehand, and I also have lorazepam which for SN I would take before ingesting it to feel calmer, while for phenobarbital, I'd also OD on lorazepam along with the pheno to increase the gaba effect.

(I do not have SN at the moment, but it is available for purchase here and I have acquired it in the past. I currently have phenobarbital and lorazepam.)
 
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