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Honeyhato

Honeyhato

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Feb 3, 2026
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Trying to find way to ctb in Japan. Was thinking train but honestly it will inconvenience many people and be immediately obvious. I wonder if anyone here is in Japan and has managed to source SN. Available for sale from some chemical companies but it's 2万 (???) for 25g which seems pricy. Can make the order but unsure about legality or if it will be flagged. This is my first post here. Thank you!
 
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anorexiakilledme

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Nov 26, 2025
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Hello, I don't know about japan specifically but an option you might be able to look into is Mexico, SN is very cheap and available there (10 US dollars for a kg). I recall Japan having good trade and cultural relationships with Mexico. Sorry for not being able to provide better help for you. I hope you get better.
 
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Thia

recovery?
Nov 24, 2023
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Pure SN is a designated 劇物 and unable to purchase unless you have a valid license.
Also idk which sites you are looking at, but if you have a valid license, SN is much cheaper than 20k yen/25g.
 
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Honeyhato

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Feb 3, 2026
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Pure SN is a designated 劇物 and unable to purchase unless you have a valid license.
Also idk which sites you are looking at, but if you have a valid license, SN is much cheaper than 20k yen/25g.
Thought as much
They did all mention having to provide paperwork so I guess I'd have to order from overseas or something but not confident about customs. Yes the prices varied significantly depending on the site but all required licenses etc.
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
701
Welcome to SaSu. I'm sorry life has led you to this site. I'm in Japan and just got 500g food grade SN few days ago from a store instead of an online source. It took two weeks after the order. No license was needed. And it wasn't so expensive. Having SN gives some reassurance but it can make you feel like you've reached the point of no return. If you might impusively use it, It's also a good idea to have time to contemplate your path before making the order. This community is the best place to do so. I hope you finally find what you are looking for, no matter whether it is SN or something else. Good luck.

Anyone who is seeking for SN, do not send me DM. This only works for those in Japan and I'm not going to tell more than I explained in this comment.
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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Hello and welcome here. I can't help with info about Japan, but just wanted to wish you all the best. Sorry for what brought you here, I lived in Japan some years ago and had some good times there.
 
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Honeyhato

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Feb 3, 2026
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Welcome to SaSu. I'm sorry life has led you to this site. I'm in Japan and just got 500g food grade SN few days ago from a store instead of an online source. It took two weeks after the order. No license was needed. And it wasn't so expensive. Having SN gives some reassurance but it can make you feel like you've reached the point of no return. If you might impusively use it, It's also a good idea to have time to contemplate your path before making the order. This community is the best place to do so. I hope you finally find what you are looking for, no matter whether it is SN or something else. Good luck.

Anyone who is seeking for SN, do not send me DM. This only works for those in Japan and I'm not going to tell more than I explained in this comment.
I appreciate you can't give any direct information but do you mean you were able to source it from a physical store and then make an order? I will have a look into this. I am glad somebody else In Japan feels like this, I'm always open to chat via dm even if you can't help me source anything. I also hope you find what you are looking for
ありがとうございます。
 
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Honeyhato

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Feb 3, 2026
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Hello and welcome here. I can't help with info about Japan, but just wanted to wish you all the best. Sorry for what brought you here, I lived in Japan some years ago and had some good times there.
I appreciate your comment
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I appreciate you can't give any direct information but do you mean you were able to source it from a physical store and then make an order? I will have a look into this. I am glad somebody else In Japan feels like this, I'm always open to chat via dm even if you can't help me source anything. I also hope you find what you are looking for
ありがとうございます。
Physical store. Sorry but providing explicit information on sources goes against the site rule. And the last sentence didn't mean sarcasm directed at you. If I hadn't put that I would the flood of source request DMs from members. There are many people who are struggling to obtain SN here.

実店舗です。申し訳ないですが販売元をあからさまに公開するとサイトのルール違反になってしまいます。それと最後の一文はあなたへの当てつけではないんです。付けておかないと他の人から教えてくれというDMが大量に届くからです。ここにはSNを手に入れられずに困っている人が相当います。
 
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no_future_00

Member
Feb 19, 2021
33
Physical store. Sorry but providing explicit information on sources goes against the site rule. And the last sentence didn't mean sarcasm directed at you. If I hadn't put that I would the flood of source request DMs from members. There are many people who are struggling to obtain SN here.

実店舗です。申し訳ないですが販売元をあからさまに公開するとサイトのルール違反になってしまいます。それと最後の一文はあなたへの当てつけではないんです。付けておかないと他の人から教えてくれというDMが大量に届くからです。ここにはSNを手に入れられずに困っている人が相当います。
this might be a long shot but it would be nice to get a hint on where to obtain SN in Japan. I'm a SN maniac, i've througly researched how to get SN in Japan in the past but just couldn't figure it out. Perhaps you can dm me a hint if you don't mind. if you also need any support with anything else i can try to help, i have the means.
 

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