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Meppitech

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Oct 2, 2019
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The more I read about this, the more worried I get. I can't believe I was actually able to order meto and was elated because everything else was easy to get but I can't have this fail! It's almost a three week wait for the meto still. I need to try to dig deeper as to what to expect if I do all the right things and don't ctb because I'm not calling for help!
 
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Qdv

Student
Sep 17, 2019
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The more I read about this, the more worried I get. I can't believe I was actually able to order meto and was elated because everything else was easy to get but I can't have this fail! It's almost a three week wait for the meto still. I need to try to dig deeper as to what to expect if I do all the right things and don't ctb because I'm not calling for help!
Im in the exact same position if it makes you feel any better :hug: Its looking like all the supplies will arrive the end of October. I've been doing as much research as possible into threads where users were "successful," or at least live updating until a certain point. The majority of the SN ones Ive read, the user hasn't been seen online since they posted within their last thread. It gives me a superficial feeling of comfort at least. But at the same time we wont really know. I've also been looking outside the site into medical journals on cyanosis and any specific cases of SN ingestion that I can find. Not very many show up.
 
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Meppitech

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Oct 2, 2019
40
Any thoughts on using Doxylamine with the 48hr schedule of meto, Tagament, and then 20 grams of SN (I weigh 260lbs)? I'd like to increase my chances of being able to fall asleep. I see meto has an increased chance of interaction with Doxylamine, but I am looking for all the symptoms: drowsiness, confusion, Dizziness, and difficulty concentrating. Sounds like a good addition to me.
 
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Meppitech

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Oct 2, 2019
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Well, I got my final piece to this equation in the mail today. I will start taking the meto tomorrow and may take it longer than the 48 hrs suggested. I figure taking it for a few extra days isn't gonna hurt and once I've done it for two days I can choose freely when to ctb.
 
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