Zeus35
Specialist
- Apr 4, 2022
- 323
Just wanting to store it correctly so it last long until I'm ready to use it.my SN is from IC. I won't provide source so please don't ask for it.
Dot
Info abt typng styl on prfle.
- Sep 26, 2021
- 3,481
Jst kp packgng in cl plce awy frm sn-lght
Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 825
I hope you are happy Gemstone, it feels very good to have an out right next to you. @Dot is correct, but I have a few questions. What kind of container is your SN in? I have two sources which I purchased (always good to have a backup), one is a 2lb child safety capped container, and the other is in a baggy that is twist tied and knotted closed. I'm storing them both the same way, in a cupboard where the room is kept cool (at the moment, hopefully I will be gone by summer).
I don't care for sharing my sources either (though one is gone, the other is strict), and the reason being is I don't know who is on the other end of this computer. Age is a big deal for me when dealing with suicide. I've given my life YEARS and YEARS to see what's around that corner and for it to straighten out and lighten up. Literally, I tried to make my life better for years. I'm done. What I don't want to do is give someone who is very young a source. I'm not denying them access, but I won't give them my sources. (Please, they know how to use google anyway). If anyone is wondering, "Well you don't know what a person's situation is even though they are young...". Yes, I do know. Because when I was 17 I drank engine coolant to end my life, so yeah, I do know what it is like being that age and wanting to die. Same with in my 20s, and now all the way to my mid 30s.
I don't care for sharing my sources either (though one is gone, the other is strict), and the reason being is I don't know who is on the other end of this computer. Age is a big deal for me when dealing with suicide. I've given my life YEARS and YEARS to see what's around that corner and for it to straighten out and lighten up. Literally, I tried to make my life better for years. I'm done. What I don't want to do is give someone who is very young a source. I'm not denying them access, but I won't give them my sources. (Please, they know how to use google anyway). If anyone is wondering, "Well you don't know what a person's situation is even though they are young...". Yes, I do know. Because when I was 17 I drank engine coolant to end my life, so yeah, I do know what it is like being that age and wanting to die. Same with in my 20s, and now all the way to my mid 30s.
BigG91
I'd rather be homeless with good health.
- Aug 21, 2021
- 191
HappinessEmbodied
Depressed Bitch
- Apr 21, 2022
- 32
How did it arrive, was it a completely discreet package? Would anyone know what it is by looking at the packaging?
eLdus
Member
- Apr 9, 2022
- 73
Yes very discreet. I'm in a house with other people and no-one batted an eye when it was delivered with the mail. It also came through customs with no issues.
HappinessEmbodied
Depressed Bitch
- Apr 21, 2022
- 32
Thank you both so much for your help, I appreciate it deeply! I wish you the best :)
eLdus
Member
- Apr 9, 2022
- 73
I have a root cellar that is cool year round, almost no light at all and always very dry. I'm thinking a sealed container in there would work for me.
Zeus35
Specialist
- Apr 4, 2022
- 323
It's in a package. I haven't opened it.
Until the day I choose to die.
Discreet and I live alone
BigG91
I'd rather be homeless with good health.
- Aug 21, 2021
- 191
Alright. If you don't open it and if the package is airtight then it'll last for a long time .. probably years
reverse03
Departing. Goodbye
- Sep 11, 2022
- 153
Hercules
Arcanist
- Jan 31, 2021
- 408
The manufacturer recommends storing SN at room temperature. It will get too hot in your car on a warm day.
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