SN empty stomach

[user667]

i want to ctb in about half an hour but i just ate a huge meal. is it possible for me to force myself to throw up everything in my stomach and then take the SN?

 

[stygal]

Wouldnt it just be easier to wait one more day - just to be sure.
take care <3

 

[virginiawoolf86]

i want to ctb in about half an hour but i just ate a huge meal. is it possible for me to force myself to throw up everything in my stomach and then take the SN?

I agree. I would wait one more day. The SN reacts with the stomach acid. I don't believe it would work.

 

[woxihuanni]

Don't mess with things.

 

[x~Sophia~x]

It sounds very impulsive, and not safe at all. Wait until you're more prepared and not acting on impulse.

 

[user667]

hey guys, i've decided not to do it, but i need advice on something else. i have a couple hours before my family comes home. i am thinking of running away with my sn and ctb-ing sometime tonight or tomorrow or the next few days. however, i don't have a car or money for a hotel so i don't know where to go. i just need somewhere to take the actual sn because if i take it in an alley or a store bathroom someone will find me. i live in a city so i can't go to a forest. i'm really stuck and idk where to go.

 

[woxihuanni]

hey guys, i've decided not to do it, but i need advice on something else. i have a couple hours before my family comes home. i am thinking of running away with my sn and ctb-ing sometime tonight or tomorrow or the next few days. however, i don't have a car or money for a hotel so i don't know where to go. i just need somewhere to take the actual sn because if i take it in an alley or a store bathroom someone will find me. i live in a city so i can't go to a forest. i'm really stuck and idk where to go.

Don't do that either. They are bound to be out again, no?

 

[user667]

Don't do that either. They are bound to be out again, no?

yes but they text me every 10 minutes and come home if i don't respond, plus my older sister is still home and there's a chance she would find me before i die.

 

[woxihuanni]

yes but they text me every 10 minutes and come home if i don't respond, plus my older sister is still home and there's a chance she would find me before i die.

Then the thing is to play at being happy and hardworking until suicide watch lifts. Did you attempt before and hence the situation?

 

[stygal]

hey guys, i've decided not to do it, but i need advice on something else. i have a couple hours before my family comes home. i am thinking of running away with my sn and ctb-ing sometime tonight or tomorrow or the next few days. however, i don't have a car or money for a hotel so i don't know where to go. i just need somewhere to take the actual sn because if i take it in an alley or a store bathroom someone will find me. i live in a city so i can't go to a forest. i'm really stuck and idk where to go.

If you are really sure about this rushed way going ....
Maybe look at google maps for the closed piece of undisturbed nature near you??
Try to get money for a taxi/bus, pack lots of blankets and stuff to lay on (ideally a tent),drinks,the right amount of SN and all your meds and your phone of course. Take care and if any of those steps don't work out - don't rush it <3

 

[sourpink]

@user667
so re: having eaten and considering a purge.. when you purge, no matter how much you are able to get out of your body, you're bound to have at least 1/3 of those cals left in your system. best to wait 24 hours I'd say. I'd just take that day and fast with the exception of water.
and it kind of sounds you're going about this a bit rashly. I mean no disrespect but if you want success here you should probably take more time to plan and iron out details like where/when/how and what a possible 'excuse' could be. if you just go all out without enough planning you're likely going to wake up feeling all sorts of unpleasant.
please take your time here, it sounds like that's especially important in your situation.

 

[user667]

Then the thing is to play at being happy and hardworking until suicide watch lifts. Did you attempt before and hence the situation?

the hard part is it is not a suicide watch it is a depression watch. even if they don't think i'm going to ctb they are still very strict and they watch me for signs of depression, which makes it hard for me to get myself depressed enough to ctb. on top of that i'm also forced on meds which make it harder as well. so when i finally get depressed enough to do it i need to do it.

 

[Symbiote]

If you're rushing on impulse and having to wait for your depression to be low enough for you to CTB, you're not ready to CTB. Not even remotely ready. The thing with CTB is that you have time as your main factor. Everything else just kinda ebbs and flows, but with time, you can make a deal with it. You do it now, you run the risk of being saved and then the window of opportunity is much harder if you try to attempt again. So what's your history? Why do you want out so badly?

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I was going to try this too. However I ate. Guess I'll wait until tomorrow and decide