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Yogih212

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Can you please DM me the source if its possible for SN or push me in the right direction, from the netherlands Thanks
 
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Can you please DM me the source if its possible for SN or push me in the right direction, from the netherlands Thanks
Welcome to SaSu, note that new users can't yet access DMs (to prevent spam, etc)
 
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Yogih212

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Flip, is there anything I can do then to find SN? I am in a quite a pickle and I understand its not out in the open out of safety of having the sources get in trouble.
Welcome to SaSu, note that new users can't yet access DMs (to prevent spam, etc)
 
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I found some dsl, but it doesn't seem to be the one. It's Chinese.
 
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jojobanana

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i would appreciate a clue honestly i'm so desperate. in the uk
 
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jjjutsou

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I want to order but im too dumb to find the source
 
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Flip, is there anything I can do then to find SN? I am in a quite a pickle and I understand its not out in the open out of safety of having the sources get in trouble.
Web searches can help, using alternative search engines like Yandex and Ecosia may also help.
I found some dsl, but it doesn't seem to be the one. It's Chinese.
yep, I heard the dsl source isn't chinese, nor related to networking (or even linux!)
 
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Yogih212

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Web searches can help, using alternative search engines like Yandex and Ecosia may also help.

yep, I heard the dsl source isn't chinese, nor related to networking (or even linux!)
Already found SN actually, thank you, I need a source now for the medicines like meto and propra, mine got intercepted unfortunately
 
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Already found SN actually, thank you, I need a source now for the medicines like meto and propra, mine got intercepted unfortunately
maybe ask a doctor for something to help with nausea?

Idk how that works, maybe questions like 'how long does the nausea persist', intensity, etc could accidentally get one antibiotics/anti-wormer for an assumed stomach infection or smth unexpected, like further testing or a different anti-emetic (and questioning it can be sus)

Side note: I got antibiotics at a doctor's visit because the doctor found redness and inflammation when he looked down my throat with some light... and over a year later... I asked if i needed antibiotics and a different doctor, under different circumstances said I didn't.
 
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bugbugbug

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Have you tested it using nitrite strips/blood test?
 
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Yogih212

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maybe ask a doctor for something to help with nausea?

Idk how that works, maybe questions like 'how long does the nausea persist', intensity, etc could accidentally get one antibiotics/anti-wormer for an assumed stomach infection or smth unexpected, like further testing or a different anti-emetic (and questioning it can be sus)

Side note: I got antibiotics at a doctor's visit because the doctor found redness and inflammation when he looked down my throat with some light... and over a year later... I asked if i needed antibiotics and a different doctor, under different circumstances said I didn't.
I am so smart, I actually got prescribed medicine for gastroparesis before from another doctor, I will just ask him for a repeat recipe and send it to my GP, I hope to receive it soon then.
 
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Have you tested it using nitrite strips/blood test?
If I was to get SN, I'd do the nitrite strip test (it involves dilution and using 5g or so of sn), the blood test implies cutting oneself...

When I got a tiny cut from a blender blade as I searched thru a drawer for smth, I didn't like it...

Years later (weeks ago at time of post), I found a dropped razor blade in a van, picked it up to check it out... and put it down, not wanting to accidentally or otherwise cut myself.. the mere thought creeping me out.
 
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