SN does not burn mouth or throat

[IntelligentLeg]

It's just very salty. Doesn't burn on the way down. I didn't drink all of the 30gram SN 60ml H2o drink I made. I took a good sip.
Just posting for anyone who wants to know if it burns.

 

[Doom]

I took a good sip.

I knew someone who died doing these tests, which in my opinion are unnecessary, as there is already a whole bunch of information from people who actually tried. take care

 

[IntelligentLeg]

I knew someone who died doing these tests, which in my opinion are unnecessary, as there is already a whole bunch of information from people who actually tried. take care

Today is the day for me to ctb. I reckon my fat ass will be just fine. I did that like 10 minutes ago.

I knew someone who died doing these tests, which in my opinion are unnecessary, as there is already a whole bunch of information from people who actually tried. take care

I'm monitoring my heart rate and BP. I'm good...for now.

 

[ksp]

i'm sorry for what you've had to go through in your life (previous threads)
whatever happens to you, i hope you don't suffer, and have peace
(i'm reading each and every update from you)

 

[Wunderkind]

It's just very salty. Doesn't burn on the way down. I didn't drink all of the 30gram SN 60ml H2o drink I made. I took a good sip.
Just posting for anyone who wants to know if it burns.

Try to describe as much as possible your feelings, I will be grateful

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Try to describe as much as possible your feelings, I will be grateful

Scared, just any normal emotion. I'm probably not coming to the realization that I'm going to die very soon. I'm probably blocking a lot of emotions out though. I'm sipping my SN. My blood pressure is in fact lowering. I have high blood pressure. The SN is very very gross. I'm trying to just remain calm.
I've already drank half of my SN. No wonder people throw it up. It's pretty unbearable
I just burped and it smells/tastes like chlorine like pool water.
I am chewing peppermint gum to help it but it's not doing much

 

[Nowako]

I wish you peace.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

My chest hurts. My heart rate went from 94 to 110. I'm still here though....

 

[crowbait]

I hope you find peace. I'm sorry things turned out this way. Thank you so much for sharing your experience, I'm reading every update and the burning especially was something I was wondering about. I hope the pain doesn't get worse.

 

[byebyered]

I wish you peace. <3 I'm planning to CTB too soon with SN. Can I ask how you got pass SI (if you experienced it) ?

 

[Shivali]

 

[FuneralCry]

Thanks for sharing the information, at least to me SN sounds nowhere near as horrible as many of the other methods. I envy those who die this way even know they have to experience the taste of it, an awful tasting poison could never be anywhere near as awful as the suffering that this life continues to bring.

 

[actual_fox]

Goodbye. Rest in peace little angel.

She will either wake up with worst headache in her life in a day or less or not wake up at all. Do not fuck around with Sn people

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so grateful to people who post their experiences. It's so generous at a no doubt extremely worrying time.

I hope you found peace and freedom from your suffering.

 

[AliceTheGoon]

Interesting regimen here, she got four posts in while consuming. Didn't see any benzos or beta blockers in her med list and she mentioned fear and heart rate...that tracks.

 

[Jarni]

Please are you OK? As you are connected... I see too much connections after good bye posts... Really hope that nothing terrible...

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I can only hope for you that you find your peace when you are through with this place.

 

[Wunderkind]

Online?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Online?

It seems she may have been successful.

 

[Fulminare]

Whatever ended up happening, I hope OP is okay.

 

[StrangePossum]

Yes, I don't know what happened, but I hope you are okay OP. I know that you might not be here anymore, but I read your story thread and the amount of abuse you've been through is awful, you didn't deserve that, nobody deserves that...In one way or another I hope you can be free of that pain.

 

[Snatsbats]

I find this thread suspocious. Telling us its unpleasant and then not responding anymore even though she is still been online 12 hours after her supposed attempt.

 

[ksp]

SN failed. she is proving more details on this thread:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/im-alive-after-ingesting-20g-of-sn.105150/