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Juiceisloose3

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Aug 19, 2019
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This will be my documentation of my SN attempt. I plan on attempting aound 11pm tomorrow. Just to let you guys know what's up. I'm getting nervous cuz I have every intention of doing this.

I've been on domperidone for 48 hrs now. I plan on upping the dose to 20 mg 3 times tomorrow.

I've tried partial and honestly I thinks it's a waste of time for 95% of us. Full suspension is very hard to go through with. I've got a 12 gauge shotty with slugs and I have little doubt I could pull that trigger but its selfish imo. I've got too many people who care.

So I'm gonna drink this shit. 20 grams in 50-100 ml of water. That will be worked out on the fly. Haven't opened the bottle yet just to avoid the risk of contamination, etc.

I'll do my best to document my experience. Any questions feel free to ask. One love.
 

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wendydong1

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I read that SN works the best with Meto not Domperidone?
 
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Juiceisloose3

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I've heard that too.I guess well find out.I actually have meto en route from Greece. But it wont be here for another week. If something goes bad and I dont die and am able to recover on my own. Then i will attempt with meto. I have some 10mg tablets of buspirone, a d2 antagonist, which I read is an effective antiemetic if you can bypass first pass metabolism. Which I've read means basically not swallowing it. Let it dissolve in your mouth, snort it, inject it etc.
 
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Thanks for sharing this. I'm not too aware of the names of the medications, in-terms of for the ones that help with preventing vomitting, and also acid burns.... I assume those are needed to be prescribed by doctors, correct? If so, what reasons did you use to successfully obtain it?? I am currently considering SN as well, just trying to gather enough info to make me confident to use this method properly
 
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wendydong1

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I've heard that too.I guess well find out.I actually have meto en route from Greece. But it wont be here for another week. If something goes bad and I dont die and am able to recover on my own. Then i will attempt with meto.
Where did you get your domperidone and Meto? Can you please let me know? Pm me if u need to. I only have an Indian meto generic from All day chemist. I do want meto from another source and some domperidone as well for N...
 
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I wish you the best & hope you find peace. :hug::hug:
 
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Wishing you the best!
 
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93.c

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Whatever ends up happening, I wish you the best of luck <3
 
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@Juiceisloose3 how are things coming along for you?
 
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Fosters.... You in Aus?
 
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wishing you peace
 
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TheEgg

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I don't understand much of this. But I want to go without suffering and to look like I had no intention of doing it. Is this the best method?
 
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I feel like the 48h regimen requires a lot of courage; I'll be doing similar soon so I wish you the best you brave soul. I wouldn't worry too much about using Domperidone over Meto.

My only suggestion here if you are definitely set on your decision is it might be a good idea to use 100ml of water as people have said it's hard to drink quickly and has a very salty lingering taste.

I think it's so nice of people to document their experience in their final moments to help others. Hope we can be as comforting as possible and it goes smoothly :hug:
 
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I wish you the best of luck and peace... And thank you for sharing with us... Hugs
 
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You are brave to do this and thoughtful to share here. I wish you peace and a gentle passing. Best wishes.
 
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Juiceisloose3

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Guys I'm sorry for the false alarm but it wont happen today. I'm sure of this because I just got a visit from my mother who brought pizza. And I chowed down. I'm not gonna deny that. I'm gonna eat well tonight and plan on tomorrow but I probably wont make another post until im getting ready to drink it. Thanks for all the love.
 
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Guys I'm sorry for the false alarm but it wont happen today. I'm sure of this because I just got a visit from my mother who brought pizza. And I chowed down. I'm not gonna deny that. I'm gonna eat well tonight and plan on tomorrow but I probably wont make another post until im getting ready to drink it. Thanks for all the love.

Hope you have a nice sleep tonight. You definitely don't need to apologise though! It's a pro choice forum so regardless of what you decide we'll support you either way:hug:
 
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I'm glad you enjoyed a meal. :) No need to say sorry, we are happy to have you as long as we can.
 
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CTB-London

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Where did you get your domperidone and Meto? Can you please let me know? Pm me if u need to. I only have an Indian meto generic from All day chemist. I do want meto from another source and some domperidone as well for N...
Alldaychemist is reliable in my experience... as are Indian generics.
 
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I have SN, Primperan and Tagamet. Actually buying some extra Primperan so I can try them out first and still have plenty for when the time comes and I do the 48hr regime.

I wish you well and hope you can find the peace you seek. You are brave.
 
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I have SN, Primperan and Tagamet. Actually buying some extra Primperan so I can try them out first and still have plenty for when the time comes and I do the 48hr regime.

I wish you well and hope you can find the peace you seek. You are brave.

Hope you don't get any bad side effects, I did a test run a few weeks back and it seemed to make my legs feel a little restless and achy, was barable but I only did one 10mg dose. Hoping the negatives won't be cumulative
 
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Hope you don't get any bad side effects, I did a test run a few weeks back and it seemed to make my legs feel a little restless and achy, was barable but I only did one 10mg dose. Hoping the negatives won't be cumulative
Thanks. That's why I'm trying it. I might do a mock run of the 48hr regime and see what effects Primperan have on me.
 
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@Juiceisloose3 everybody has said it so eloquently but still i wish you a heartfelt:hug: safe peaceful journey
 
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