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DanLip22

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Feb 15, 2026
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It is currently 2.55am GMT+1. I have my water and measuring spoon ready and in about 15 minutes I will break up the SN and dissolve it in the water. I will be preparing 2 cups (in case I vomit up the 1st one). In each cup I will dissolve approximately 25g of SN in a Bulmers pint glass filled almost to the top. I have fasted from food for 9.5 hours and drinks for 7 hours. Unfortunately, I have no benzos or antiemetics. All I'm using is 2 paracetamol tablets. I do have an unusually insensitive vomit reflex so hopefully that will help.

Thanks to all the kind folks on here, I hope you all find peace, whatever path that may be on ❤️
 
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insectontrial

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Jan 29, 2026
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All the best to you. I haven't had a Bulmers in ages, as I can't drink cider anymore, but you have a solid taste!
 
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DanLip22

Student
Feb 15, 2026
114
All the best to you. I haven't had a Bulmers in ages, as I can't drink cider anymore, but you have a solid taste!
Aww, I appreciate that. Thanks for your compliment and kind words
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
46
Good luck, it's your choice and should be respected. I hope you succeed as I'd wish others to hope I succeed as well when I make my mind to kms.
 
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NihilDoll

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Apr 11, 2026
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Godspeed.
I wish that everything turns out in your favor.
 
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embr3ce2026

rain
Apr 10, 2026
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It is currently 2.55am GMT+1. I have my water and measuring spoon ready and in about 15 minutes I will break up the SN and dissolve it in the water. I will be preparing 2 cups (in case I vomit up the 1st one). In each cup I will dissolve approximately 25g of SN in a Bulmers pint glass filled almost to the top. I have fasted from food for 9.5 hours and drinks for 7 hours. Unfortunately, I have no benzos or antiemetics. All I'm using is 2 paracetamol tablets. I do have an unusually insensitive vomit reflex so hopefully that will help.

Thanks to all the kind folks on here, I hope you all find peace, whatever path that may be on ❤️
awh bulmers my drink of choice! :D my love goes out to you dude and I hope it works out for you, that it's nice and peaceful and the next life is wonderful for you :) if your feeling uneasy during it or anything remember I'm thinking of you same as lots of others here, godspeed friend! 🖤
 
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DanLip22

Student
Feb 15, 2026
114
awh bulmers my drink of choice! :D my love goes out to you dude and I hope it works out for you, that it's nice and peaceful and the next life is wonderful for you :) if your feeling uneasy during it or anything remember I'm thinking of you same as lots of others here, godspeed friend! 🖤
Thank you so much man. I really appreciate it
Glasses are poured. Here we go
Glasses are poured. Here we go
 
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DarkShadows

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Dec 21, 2023
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SN should be dissolved in as little water as possible (guides say 50 - 100ml). If you dissolve it in a pint the method might fail or take much longer than it otherwise would.
 
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DanLip22

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Feb 15, 2026
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SN should be dissolved in as little water as possible (guides say 50 - 100ml). If you dissolve it in a pint the method might fail or take much longer than it otherwise would.
Shoot, I just finished drinking it :(
 
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