SN attempt in 30 minutes -- klonopin question

[Return2Dust]

Wishing you a peaceful transition.

 

[hatelife]

rest in peace

 

[blue]

I feel a little sad-
I'm sorry things are painful for you
they are for me too-
I spend my entire life searching for my peace
I hope you've found yours

 

[howard]

I wish you peace

 

[deathbyginger]

I wish you the peace that you seeked

 

[Neverod]

Hope you didn't suffer, goodbye.

 

[Jean4]

Lots of love and peace.

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

Rest in peace.

 

[Essence]

Rest easy my friend. Peace to you

 

[overandout]

Wishing you peace

 

[hopelessandbroken]

i hope that u r okay now <3

 

[Final Escape]

I'm about to attempt with SN. I'm so scared. I can't stop crying. I don't want to die, but life has gotten so hard and it feels like there's no way out. I wish there was someone here to keep me company, but I guess that's why I'm doing this in the first place -- there's no one.

I'm following Stan's guide (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/). Just took my ibuprofen (only 400mg but I'm hoping that'll be fine) and my meto (30 mg). I'm trying to figure out how to dose my klonopin. I have 16 0.5 mg pills -- 8 mg in all. Should I take all of them?

I can really relate, sorry u have to be alone. My turn is coming soon too all alone :( I'm goin to be balling my eyes out during the antiemetic regimen waiting till it's time. Having to be alone in a motel hoping I don't lose my mind. It's very weird to knowingly have to take yourself out and trying to avoid imagining or thinking too much about the process of dying. Good luck and hoping u have an easy peaceful way out.

 

[bigj75]

he gone!
he is in peace now.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Rest in peace

 

[BleedingHeart]

Peaceful wishes

 

[BPD_LE]

❤

 

[Lotus1818]

damn reading this thread hurts. I guess he really is gone. RIP daikon

 

[zeroambition]

Rest in peace

 

[*KNAZ*]

So sorry life has been so unkind. You deserve better, so much better. Wish I could give a hug. If you choose to CTB tonight, may you wake up in a bright and peaceful place. If not may you awaken with new wisdom, understanding, and peace. <3

 

[SpecialK]

Is this SN ctb attempt confirmed as successful?

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Rest easy, Daikon. You've earned your halo. Never forgotten, thank you for contributing to the forum. You were brave, although a bit scared. I will see you on the other side in time... I hope the afterlife is good to you. You'll start as a seed and regrow as someone or something else perhaps. To get the daikon garden going again. Maybe you just weren't the perfect veggie. You'll become something better... I hope you see this from where you are now... So much love. xx

 

[Hank]

I'm about to attempt with SN. I'm so scared. I can't stop crying. I don't want to die, but life has gotten so hard and it feels like there's no way out. I wish there was someone here to keep me company, but I guess that's why I'm doing this in the first place -- there's no one.

I'm following Stan's guide (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/). Just took my ibuprofen (only 400mg but I'm hoping that'll be fine) and my meto (30 mg). I'm trying to figure out how to dose my klonopin. I have 16 0.5 mg pills -- 8 mg in all. Should I take all of them?

I keep reading this first paragraph. That was brutal. I cuts straight through the soul. It's a paragraph of pure desperation, which no one deserves, ever. I really really hope his transition was gentle and that he is free now.

 

[jgm63]

Well, if he proceeded and CTB, then I'm pretty certain he's doing way way better now.....

 

[Lotus1818]

Well, if he proceeded and CTB, then I'm pretty certain he's doing way way better now.....

I really hope so. I keep thinking about Daikon sometimes. I never even talked to him but I wish I did. The thread really messed me up

 

[azucaramargo]

I won't be able to give updates because the hotel where I'm staying suddenly lost internet. Just my luck. I guess I'm going it alone.
@Stan Thank you for the advice, but the doctor recommend one .5 mg pill and it never did anything. I just looked up the max dose on Web MD (lol) which was 4 mg.

This is so terrifying, but it all comes down to whether I can drink the damn thing and keep myself from calling the hospital.

@hatelife I feel pretty nauseous after downing a bunch of pills on an empty stomach, but I haven't taken the SN yet.

This is grim and tragic, and I wish you had not been alone in that hotel.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

Is this SN ctb attempt confirmed as successful?

I think so, daikon hasn't been online since Nov, 9 (when the thread was made) the replies are saying RIP, so probably this was a successful attempt.