SN at home

[Elek]

Do you think ctbing at home with SN while my parents are sleeping is ok? According to ppeh death should occur in less than an hour, being discovered after 6 hours should make the trick right?

 

[Psilo]

Honestly I have thought of that but this will leave my folks traumatized for life. I don't want to create a fuss, so my plan is the woods.

 

[Elek]

Honestly I have thought of that but this will leave my folks traumatized for life. I don't want to create a fuss, so my plan is the woods.

Woods are very nice, but I don't think my parents would be happy if they had to identify a body full of maggots, that would be even more traumatizing than finding a fresh corpse in their house.

 

[Psilo]

Woods are very nice, but I don't think my parents would be happy if they had to identify a body full of maggots, that would be even more traumatizing than finding a fresh corpse in their house.

No matter what we chose it affects everyone. I need to be alone when I ctb, isolated as much as I can, its difficult enough to kill oneself.

 

[ApproachingSilence]

I will be using a wooded area near my house to ctb in as it has lots of dog walkers who would likely discover my body the morning after. The sight of my blue/grey corpse lying in bed would traumatise my family too much.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

You body can be spasming when you will be unconscious, it can lead to knocking something or falling from the bed. I think it can be enough to alert your parents.
You can try to tie yourself to the bed.
I don't know how strong those spasms can be.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Gonna do it in a hotel. I really don't want to traumatize my parents. They live there.. should be their comfort place.

I do sure hope the thrashing and spasming doesn't cause too much attn... else I'm screwed.

 

[Broken]

Gonna do it in a hotel. I really don't want to traumatize my parents. They live there.. should be their comfort place.

I do sure hope the thrashing and spasming doesn't cause too much attn... else I'm screwed.

I'm going with N and I'm going to either book a hotel room or do it in a park. If I do it in a hotel I'm going to leave a note apologising to the hotel staff and ensuring them I will be dead underneath the bed covers so they may as well save themself the discomfort of checking and just call the police and ambulance. Do the same if I do it in a park. Cover myself over and leave a similar note.

I'm going with N and I'm going to either book a hotel room or do it in a park. If I do it in a hotel I'm going to leave a note apologising to the hotel staff and ensuring them I will be dead underneath the bed covers so they may as well save themself the discomfort of checking and just call the police and ambulance. Do the same if I do it in a park. Cover myself over and leave a similar note.

I'm not sure how my family will cope. God life gets awfully tuff when all you want is to not hurt anymore and not hurt anyone in the process of leaving. It's impossible

 

[GeorgeJL]

Rent out a motel room. It would break their heart to find you like that.

 

[Elek]

If only I have some money in my debt card, aargh

 

[Broken]

If only I have some money in my debt card, aargh

Will you get any money soon. Could you wait long enough to be able to afford a hotel room. That's how I plan to go. If I have to go in a park I'll be wrapping up warm. I dont want to spend my last moments shivering

 

[Elek]

I have my fellowship, but my parents had to use almost all of it so I'm left with just few euros. I could use their cc but I don't really like the idea.

 

[Broken]

I have my fellowship, but my parents had to use almost all of it so I'm left with just few euros. I could use their cc but I don't really like the idea.

Why don't you just fuck over one of those loan companies. Lol borrow a shit load. You won't have to pay it back

 

[AnnihilatedAnna]

Why don't you just fuck over one of those loan companies. Lol borrow a shit load. You won't have to pay it back

Wouldn't his parents have to pay that back ?

 

[Elek]

They all do credit check, and I have no income but two years fellowship, so it's not viable.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Why don't you just fuck over one of those loan companies. Lol borrow a shit load. You won't have to pay it back

It's possible that his family members (likely his mother or father) would be responsible for the debt. I wouldn't encourage it. If you're leaving earth, don't give your family the burden of paying off the debts. Especially if they're tight on money in the first place.

 

[Broken]

They all do credit check, and I have no income but two years fellowship, so it's not viable.

Good point and apologies as my suggestion was hardly constructive/helpful

 

[HelensNepenthe]

They all do credit check, and I have no income but two years fellowship, so it's not viable.

While I don't encourage this method, it's possible to get a loan if you can show bank statements of income, job history, etc. Banks and loan companies know the risks of people without credit. If you are enrolled into secondary school it's a bit easier to get a loan without any credit.

 

[Elek]

Good point and apologies as my suggestion was hardly constructive/helpful

Don't worry :)

While I don't encourage this method, it's possible to get a loan if you can show bank statements of income, job history, etc. Banks and loan companies know the risks of people without credit.

I'm still studying and don't have a job history, I don't know the US but in Italy banks and loan companies have really, really tight credit conditions.


Not really enthusiastic about dying at home, neither 'stealing' my parents money to book a hotel room. Ouch.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

I'm still studying and don't have a job history, I don't know the US but in Italy banks and loan companies have really, really tight credit conditions.


Not really enthusiastic about dying at home, neither 'stealing' my parents money to book a hotel room. Ouch.

I forget that forum members here are not from the United States. Usually, if you can prove you're enrolled into secondary education, a loan company or a bank are okay with giving you out a loan. If you don't have a job history, income history, or some way of proving income... you're really in a shitty situation.