Goodbye everyone
currently 2am and can't sleep most likely cause I'm nervous and didn't take sleep med. In less than 24 hours I will be CTBing with SN. I don't really have a story it's just my life is hell, I've lost everything, it's unbearable to continue living with this mental anguish. It's my time to go, a drink of this and I will be free. Also, I want to thank this site it's been so helpful. I wish everyone on here will find eternal peace.