paroxyical
you dont have to understand to accept.
- Feb 15, 2020
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Yeah it seems contradictory that they give me hope.
The only viable methods I knew before were hanging, jumping, exsanguation etc
Now I have hope that if I reach my time, I can escape, and it would be likely successful. That I'd be likely to not wake back up and be suffering even more.
I feel like I have options now. That I'm not as trapped. Yeah, I still feel trapped in life, but I have hope that when the time is right I can CTB and it be successful.
Anyone else find peace in this?
The only viable methods I knew before were hanging, jumping, exsanguation etc
Now I have hope that if I reach my time, I can escape, and it would be likely successful. That I'd be likely to not wake back up and be suffering even more.
I feel like I have options now. That I'm not as trapped. Yeah, I still feel trapped in life, but I have hope that when the time is right I can CTB and it be successful.
Anyone else find peace in this?
