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Venting SN and CO methods give me hope.

paroxyical

paroxyical

you dont have to understand to accept.
Feb 15, 2020
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Yeah it seems contradictory that they give me hope.

The only viable methods I knew before were hanging, jumping, exsanguation etc

Now I have hope that if I reach my time, I can escape, and it would be likely successful. That I'd be likely to not wake back up and be suffering even more.

I feel like I have options now. That I'm not as trapped. Yeah, I still feel trapped in life, but I have hope that when the time is right I can CTB and it be successful.

Anyone else find peace in this?
 
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