SN advice before it arrives tmr

[Tonic_Secrecy]

My SN should arrive tomorrow, as it says it will arrive between the 26th and 31st. I'm trying to figure out a few things:

1. Should I take two or three tablespoons? I weigh 135 kilos, and I believe the correct amount last time was two tablespoons. However, I was thinking maybe three, just to be sure. That might be a bit overkill, though. Would that just make me throw up faster? Should I just stick with two tablespoons?
2. Should I do it in my room or in the bathroom? If I do it in the bathroom at night, there's still a small chance someone might wake up and try to go in there, and if I'm unconscious, they might try to open it and find me. However, it would definitely be best if I wanted to relax by taking a shower and using the sound of the shower to hide any throwing-up noises I might make, as I'm not taking any antiemetics. If I'm in my room, the chances of anyone coming in there at night are pretty slim, as long as I'm not too loud. Even then, last time I was throwing up in there at night, no one figured it out until the next morning. I'm leaning more towards the bathroom just for the sake of the nice warm water relaxing me, but which one would you choose?

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

Are you worried it may not work without AE?

 

[readytogonow!]

Hi! Where did u get the Sn?

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

Also, since most people say don't be found for 6 hours… I'd go with the bedroom. Or somewhere else entirely if you can manage.

 

[Tonic_Secrecy]

Are you worried it may not work without AE?

slightly It's not my main concern though as Im usually pretty good at stopping myself from throwing up.

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

slightly It's not my main concern though as Im usually pretty good at stopping myself from throwing up.

How do I learn this power. I'd have done it by now if I could get my hands on an AE. I'm scared I'll fail with just the SN.

 

[Valhala]

How do I learn this power. I'd have done it by now if I could get my hands on an AE. I'm scared I'll fail with just the SN.

You have no reason to worry because everyone who followed the protocol (25g of SN in 50 ml of water) even if they vomited several times and did not drink a second cup of the SN drink succeeded.

 

[ihatemyselfwanttodi]

You have no reason to worry because everyone who followed the protocol (25g of SN in 50 ml of water) even if they vomited several times and did not drink a second cup of the SN drink succeeded.

Seriously? How do you know this

 

[Valhala]

Seriously? How do you know this

Follow the threads on implemented SN methods here on the forum, only those that failed who panicked and called for help or those that someone found and also called for help.

Seriously? How do you know this

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[Eudaimonic]

I would avoid doing it at home if at all possible. Even if you think it will be alright, the stakes are simply too high, IMO.

Also, it's not just vomiting that you have to worry about. There are also the death rattles.