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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,047
Does anyone find many simple tasks challenging or impossible to perform? Particularly stuff that requires the smallest mechanical or "practical" skill? I sure do. It's one of the main banes of my existence. That and having little panic attacks when the smallest things go wrong.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,047
Yes, to me everything is hard work. I feel constantly tired and I have no energy for this life. Life is just basically repeating the same tasks until we eventually die, life is a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it, it is just a distraction from death. I have no interest in living and I have never wanted to be alive. Small things can easily make me feel much worse and can cause feelings of stress. I have so much dread everyday. I long for an eternal dreamless sleep where life cannot hurt me.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Yes, I can barely do chores anymore, for example laundry, without feeling exhausted as if I climbed a mountain.

Actually it's much worse than that. Even changing is annoying and draining. And then all the actions required to maintain this piece of meat only for it to make you suffer even more. Showering, eating, toilet and all the related bullshit every fucking day for a decaying piece of shit that is going to let you down in the near future.

I want to bash my head only when I think of it.
 
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som1

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Dec 22, 2021
137
even simple tasks like talking or writing became hard.
 
Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
I have stopped cleaning the house. Shopping for food is impossible unless I'm starving. No interest in paying bills. I might actually have Covid right now but it's hard to tell since I always feel like this. Too lazy to get tested. I keep thinking one more day in bed won't kill me. But it's basically been that way since July.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,047
Gawd, I hate house cleaning. I'd rather rake leaves or mow my lawn. And if you could see the dust on my computer desk.
 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240
yes, it's come to the point where even talking can feel like so much work for me… if I could I'd stay mute
 
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8AEM

8AEM

Member
Jan 5, 2022
87
For sure. Sometimes I wonder how I had so much energy to do physical tasks. It's like a flipped switched and I could barely brush my teeth at night.
 

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