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John117

John117

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Aug 6, 2023
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Looking for a method that is slow and I can physically feel the change. Idk why but I want to see myself deteriorate. I've been smoking cigarettes more than usual but I know that probably won't help. Any tips are welcomed.
 
dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
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Suffocation/plastic bag with your hands tied would be slow-ish and you'd definitely feel the changes. It scares most people pretty badly, though
 
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John117

John117

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Aug 6, 2023
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Suffocation/plastic bag with your hands tied would be slow-ish and you'd definitely feel the changes. It scares most people pretty badly, though
I should've been more clear I'm sorry. More like something that drags in weeks or months and will eventually take you.
 
Felodese

Felodese

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Mar 31, 2024
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Plenty of poisonous substances that will do that, but why do you want to suffer that way?
 
John117

John117

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Aug 6, 2023
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Plenty of poisonous substances that will do that, but why do you want to suffer that way?
Mainly cause I feel I'm not worth a quick end and I've idolized the idea of knowing that im getting myself sick and don't have an exact day of my end but more of a random one that I don't know.
 
Felodese

Felodese

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Mar 31, 2024
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Mainly cause I feel I'm not worth a quick end and I've idolized the idea of knowing that im getting myself sick and don't have an exact day of my end but more of a random one that I don't know.
To each his own, but imo slow and painful might make it more likely to fail. Even if you yourself have a strong resolve and won't change your mind as it sets in, the longer it takes, the bigger the risk of being "rescued" by someone.
 

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