Slowly but surely.

[John117]

Looking for a method that is slow and I can physically feel the change. Idk why but I want to see myself deteriorate. I've been smoking cigarettes more than usual but I know that probably won't help. Any tips are welcomed.

 

[dontlook]

Suffocation/plastic bag with your hands tied would be slow-ish and you'd definitely feel the changes. It scares most people pretty badly, though

 

[John117]

Suffocation/plastic bag with your hands tied would be slow-ish and you'd definitely feel the changes. It scares most people pretty badly, though

I should've been more clear I'm sorry. More like something that drags in weeks or months and will eventually take you.

 

[Felodese]

Plenty of poisonous substances that will do that, but why do you want to suffer that way?

 

[John117]

Plenty of poisonous substances that will do that, but why do you want to suffer that way?

Mainly cause I feel I'm not worth a quick end and I've idolized the idea of knowing that im getting myself sick and don't have an exact day of my end but more of a random one that I don't know.

 

[Felodese]

Mainly cause I feel I'm not worth a quick end and I've idolized the idea of knowing that im getting myself sick and don't have an exact day of my end but more of a random one that I don't know.

To each his own, but imo slow and painful might make it more likely to fail. Even if you yourself have a strong resolve and won't change your mind as it sets in, the longer it takes, the bigger the risk of being "rescued" by someone.