Yes waking up is the nightmare because its like hey here it goes again this never ending horrible, miserable, dark, humiliating,degrading, piece of shit cycle I am stuck in starts. If and when I do ever sleep then it is paradise when i am actually asleep but most of the time struggle and can't sleep. Assuming if death was to bring eternal sleep or some kind of peace hopefully then yes it would be great!
" Sleep those little slices of Death ol how I loath them! "