alstroemeria55
Irreparable
- Sep 4, 2025
- 89
I seem to constantly be contracting some flu/covid and it's pissing me off at this point. I wish it wasn't this measly annoying snot fest where I can't breathe and I'm stuck in bed for a week every time. I'm so weak I can't work and I can't study. I'd much rather this illness was worse like some infection or something and I finally die. My body hates me anyway and I hate living. All this on top of my constantly fluctuating mental state is irritating me to hell. I want to just die already please. I've had enough of this sick deteriorating mindless world.
Literally nobody gives a shit about me anyway. I could die tomorrow and nobody would blink an eye. I expressed so much distress trying to get referred to a therapist and they can't even squeeze me in. I'm a fucking shit smear on this world. Please let me die already.
Literally nobody gives a shit about me anyway. I could die tomorrow and nobody would blink an eye. I expressed so much distress trying to get referred to a therapist and they can't even squeeze me in. I'm a fucking shit smear on this world. Please let me die already.
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