Discussion SI

[Luna88]

I ordered xanax today and hope I can suppress my survival instinct like this. What are you doing about it?

 

[Bergamot]

SI is hard to stop it I think

 

[RedHarlequin]

I have also thought about buying alprozolam, let me know how it goes..

 

[Moose.000]

Trazodone puts me pretty much in a zombified mindset at 200mg. Anything more than that will definitely do the job for me. Especially washed down with a couple swigs of whiskey or moonshine.

 

[suicide4me]

SI is a bitch for sure. I am trying to mentally prepare myself ahead of time to try and push the SI out, but in the moment, it still comes at you. I will be ctb next month and for my method, I only need to overcome a second of it to get where I need to go. But leading up to it might be difficult. I'll see how it all turns out.

 

[Luna88]

He just comes right in front of it. Not at all with the preparations. But it comes so strong when the time comes. Racing heart and panic. After that it's horrible because I can't do it, but I want it so badly. It's so cruel.

 

[RedHarlequin]

So I just took a shitload of Xanax. Even though I feel calmer I don't really think this is gonna help with SI. I might be wrong though

 

[Butterfly65]

I have xanax and Nitrogen/exit hood. Hope it works well.

 

[Luna88]

So I just took a shitload of Xanax. Even though I feel calmer I don't really think this is gonna help with SI. I might be wrong though

How many mg did you take?

I have xanax and Nitrogen/exit hood. Hope it works well.

Hast du xanax schon einmal genommenen?

I have xanax and Nitrogen/exit hood. Hope it works well.

Have you ever taken xanax?

 

[RedHarlequin]

How many mg did you take?

Hast du xanax schon einmal genommenen?

Have you ever taken xanax?

3 mg

 

[Butterfly65]

How many mg did you take?

Hast du xanax schon einmal genommenen?

Have you ever taken xanax?

Yes I've been taking xanax every night for 20 years.
I have horrible anxiety.
2mg a night.

So I just took a shitload of Xanax. Even though I feel calmer I don't really think this is gonna help with SI. I might be wrong though

How much did you take?

 

[RedHarlequin]

Yes I've been taking xanax every night for 20 years.
I have horrible anxiety.
2mg a night.

How much did you take?

Idk, this might be different all over the world but in Germany where I live I don't think you can get more than 1 mg Tablets and they advise you to take 0.25-0.5mg Dosis not more than 3x a day. So taking 3 mg at once I thought was kinda a lot.

 

[Luna88]

I hope so much that this will help me suppress my survival instinct a little. I will try out beforehand how they work for me and how much mg I need

 

[RedHarlequin]

I hope so much that this will help me suppress my survival instinct a little. I will try out beforehand how they work for me and how much mg I need

I wish it works for you. As I can't use alcohol with my method benzos are my only hope. Maybe weed.

 

[Butterfly65]

Idk, this might be different all over the world but in Germany where I live I don't think you can get more than 1 mg Tablets and they advise you to take 0.25-0.5mg Dosis not more than 3x a day. So taking 3 mg at once I thought was kinda a lot.

3mg at one time is a lot for someone not used to taking them.