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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
I'm going to be on brain surgery tomorrow and honestly, I don't know if I will survive. I'm asking myself if I should delete this account. In worst case you might not get into trouble
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Log out if you ever said anything you don't want family reading, but I don't think you have. And you also haven't made any plans here, that I've seen. I don't know the laws in Germany, but I think logging out is all you need to do, if that much.
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
I'm going to be on brain surgery tomorrow and honestly, I don't know if I will survive. I'm asking myself if I should delete this account. In worst case you might not get into trouble
Hey....

Hope all goes well with the surgery xxxxx
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
Hey....

Hope all goes well with the surgery xxxxx
Thank you very much
I think I will need this community still when I wake up
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,234
I think it's a personal decision deciding whether to delete an account but anyway best wishes.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,128
Damn...that sucks. I had a close call and cleaned up my elrctronics just in case.
Yes, log off, clear cookies and browsing history.
I hope tomorrow goes well. If possible, let us know when you are recovered enough.
 
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N

_nohope_

Member
Jun 12, 2023
19
Wishing you all the best for your surgery. You are very brave!
 
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user933957

user933957

I hate it all, just let me die
Jun 24, 2023
137
I wish that your surgery goes well!
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
Wishing you all the best for your surgery. You are very brave!
Thank you very much. Thogh I wish I could be weak sometimes. I think I will keep this account online, because otherwise it will take so much time until I can get into contact with you again
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Wishing you a quick recovery from your surgery. I'll be thinking of you.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,088
Best of luck with your surgery. Hope everything goes well. I don't think you need to delete your account, but I would log out and clear your browser history. That way you won't need to make a new account. 🤗🤗🤗
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Dang, that sounds pretty intense. Thoughts and prayers to you . Godspeed ♥
 
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girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
456
I'm going to be on brain surgery tomorrow and honestly, I don't know if I will survive. I'm asking myself if I should delete this account. In worst case you might not get into trouble
you can request fir the mods to delete your profile if you havent responded after x days after the surgery. or you can disable it yourself. good luck with the surgery? are you planning to cbt with help of surgery or?
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
you can request fir the mods to delete your profile if you havent responded after x days after the surgery. or you can disable it yourself. good luck with the surgery? are you planning to cbt with help of surgery or?
Thank you for your messages. My time is getting nearer. I won't delete my account, but I'll log out for the next few days. If everything goes the right way, I will be back on Wednesday or Thursday. @girlsboysthems: Ctb is my plan if my health issues worsen. I have Multiple Sclerosis in addition to the blood in my head, so I'll be fighting this afterwards. The chance is big that I will be in a wheelchair in a few years and totally dependant on other people, and before that happens, I will go. That's what brought me here.

So, that's it for now. I hope we'll all meet again in a few days. If you plan to ctb until then, I wish all of you best luck. You are all fantastic people. Love❤️
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,128
I understand. Sometimes good choices are not an option.
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
Best of luck with the surgery
 
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angel31

angel31

sause
Jun 14, 2023
255
Wishing u all the luck with the surgery… I think u could tell the mods to delete ur account in about a week…?
Anyways: viel glück, hoffe alles klappt <3
 
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CentreMid

CentreMid

Midfielder
Aug 23, 2018
535
Maybe sign out for a short time and if you're in the clear then come back? Anywho, best of luck!
 
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jazzcat

jazzcat

dark eyed and miserable
May 19, 2023
138
I'm sorry you have to go through this in the first place, but I wish you good luck with the surgery and a speedy recovery!!
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
wishing you the best for today <3
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Yeah, just logging out will be fine.
I hope all goes well with the surgery.
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
225
Surgery was delayed until 10.30am, so I had the chance to read your messages. Thanks for the support. I'll log out and sleep now. See ya all in a few days ❤️
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
Surgery was delayed until 10.30am, so I had the chance to read your messages. Thanks for the support. I'll log out and sleep now. See ya all in a few days ❤️
see you soon!!
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,638
🙏💛
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,088
:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Mage
May 10, 2023
526
Just seeing this and hope your surgery went well! Will be thinking of you and hope you have a comfortable recovery.
 
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