Should I even bother going to college for the next few days?

[Reflection]

I'm set on attempting next tuesday by hanging...I dont know whether I should even bother showing up to college anymore for the next few days, especially given my ex girlfriend is there and I told her of my suicidal ideation...so instead I think id like to block everyone and go for Walks in order not to make my parents suspicious of anything. Then again if my attempt fails or I get cold feet justifying the absence would be hard...What do you think?

 

[uniqueusername4]

It could alarm people if you aren't showing up for class, especially since you told your ex gf what you've been thinking about. I'd go to avoid a wellness check?