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k1m

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Feb 6, 2025
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I've been drinkinf heavily. I have SN on hand. SHould I do it now? I hate myself so much. Idk shuld I be more careful? I want to go so bad.
 
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fallendevil

fallendevil

Horrible Woman
Oct 6, 2024
793
Hey, breathe, try to stay grounded. Not good to do it impulsively. Do you need to talk?
 
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lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
226
haha ironically this is the first post i click on while drunk also . no, do dont do it while you are drunk. its meaningless if you arent the one actually making the decision.
 
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Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
109
I've been drinkinf heavily. I have SN on hand. SHould I do it now? I hate myself so much. Idk shuld I be more careful? I want to go so bad.
Hey, please don't make an impulse decision. I am sending you my love :heart:
 
derpsie

derpsie

Member
Aug 13, 2025
41
id say if you could probably only get yourself to do it on something, then its okay. dying from sn looks like hell and I wouldn't mind some liquor to get fucked up on before taking it. but right now? I don't know man maybe go for a walk.
 
Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
92
If you're not sure don't do it. Making a snap decision when you're drunk isn't a good idea.
 
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knickknack81

Student
Apr 28, 2025
162
Hey there. I understand yr feeling of wanting to CTB. We've all been there or currently are there. This is just my advice but it's probably something you really need to think about and be sure of with a clear head. Maybe wait until you sober up and you are 100 percent sure this is the action you are willing to take. then go from there. Best of luck!
 
rainwillneverstop

rainwillneverstop

Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
Jul 12, 2022
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The community cant decide when you should take your SN, sorry.
 

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