Shooting myself tomorrow night.

[rozeske]

Am not sure if the strike through thing is back on or if it's still just a glitch, anyways i hope you are doing ok. Try to not be so hard on yourself for not going through. It's not an easy act and you definitely are not the first to back out. Take some time to rest and think through your decisions and your plans. I wish you all the best.

 

[enough of this]

I've never been a proponent of guns. But I passed by a gun shop today and had the thought, this would probably be the most sure way to ctb. I've never wanted a gun in the house. But now that's changing.