Hexen
Student
- Aug 12, 2019
- 135
I think I made final decision to go after new years. I was really good person and I had hopes and slowly I turned into nothing. Its just not fair that all the assholes I know are doing great while I am so fucked up. No amount of talking to anyone helps anything. Everyone I talk to doesn't understand really but it doesn't really matter because even if they did it would mean nothing because they don't have a solution and neither do I. I have no hope for anything and i have nothing. I want to say a lot of things but at the same time I have no words for it. Even the smallest traces of happiness disappeared. I hope they all die.