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ThatStateOfMind
Enlightened
- Nov 13, 2021
- 1,092
Welp, she left me. All I have to live for now is my mom. I trusted her and talked to her about my feelings which now feels like a mistake. She encouraged me to be emotionally vulnerable and then says I was too attached to her. She asked me what would I do if she crashed or something and passed away and I said I might commit. Apparently that answer made her worry and feel like I'm too attached. Over 1 year and my first true relationship is gone. I have no clue what to do anymore. I have a therapy appointment next week but I was motivating myself knowing she would be by my side through thick and thin, or so I thought. It's not enough to make me CTB yet, but I feel it getting more close as time goes by and more bad shit happens to me. Anyways, Goodnight guys, this is one of my first posts here and I've mainly been lurking, I hope all is well for the rest of you.