Venting She didn't have to do me like this

[Reflection]

I must be pretty delusional to think she'll have a change of heart, but that's pretty much the only thing keeping me alive right now.

At this point I know that I am waiting to get news of her getting engaged to someone else so that I can go die in peace because this extended torture sentence isn't getting any better no matter how much time passes.

Thanks for making me a shell of my former self bitch...but that's okay, you just HAD to do it because somehow you think staying with me meant sacrificing yourself, so it was just for your wellbeing, even though I listened to your every want, I stayed by your side no matter what, I took days' worth of my time to help you out...have fun being in the arms of someone else. Set someone else on fire to stay warm it is I guess.