She broke my heart and now i feel like taking my life.

[unfettered]

I don't know why, but after every breakup, i feel like taking my life.

I have friends. A promising career on the verge of a promotion. But without her, i feel like there is no point to any of this. Everyone tells me the pain will go away, and they're not wrong.

But the idea that she has already moved on and forgotten everything about me... It makes me want to kill myself. I was dumped because im worthless.

I've got SN and equipment for the night night method. I plan on taking the SN right as i start passing out from the blood choke. Is there anything else you suggest i take? I can't go back to the hospital because everyone can tell I'm depressed.

 

[Littlewittlelight]

I don't know why, but after every breakup, i feel like taking my life.

I have friends. A promising career on the verge of a promotion. But without her, i feel like there is no point to any of this. Everyone tells me the pain will go away, and they're not wrong.

But the idea that she has already moved on and forgotten everything about me... It makes me want to kill myself. I was dumped because im worthless.

I've got SN and equipment for the night night method. I plan on taking the SN right as i start passing out from the blood choke. Is there anything else you suggest i take? I can't go back to the hospital because everyone can tell I'm depressed.

Breakups can be hard to deal with. One of the things I don't know about but if you feel this way after every breakup sounds like you have been through more than 1 or 2 so can I ask if you can recover and wait a while. The urge rn maybe too strong but it can pass? And one thing you can't take SN after securing your tools you can take it before then use rest of the tools if you know what I meant.
How did you get through last time and how did you feel. Seems this time them leaving like it didn't matter is more hurtful. If you feel you can cope with it with help?

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be hard to cope with. People can certainly be disappointing and can cause others to experience so much suffering which is why I would prefer to stay away from people. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I wish you relief from what you are going through.

 

[Raskolnikov's Axe]

Nothing quite like one sided love. I understand how you feel. On the top of all problems I have, the fact that she does not love me hurts the most. I don't blame her, of course. I am an unlovable genetic waste of a person, but it still hurts like hell.

It's the worst when you go a few days without thinking about her, and then a grim reminder strolls along in form of something trivial that reminds you of an inside joke between you two, or some characteristic of her you admire

 

[unfettered]

Breakups can be hard to deal with. One of the things I don't know about but if you feel this way after every breakup sounds like you have been through more than 1 or 2 so can I ask if you can recover and wait a while. The urge rn maybe too strong but it can pass? And one thing you can't take SN after securing your tools you can take it before then use rest of the tools if you know what I meant.
How did you get through last time and how did you feel. Seems this time them leaving like it didn't matter is more hurtful. If you feel you can cope with it with help?

I don't want to cope anymore. I'm done coping. I want to stop fighting. I want to finally get some rest.

 

[thebunny]

i empathize with you as i'm in the same boat. this is the second time where i'm ending my life over a breakup and i'm making sure this will be the last. love really is a cruel thing, never going through that again. yikes.

as for your method, i think it's best to stick with one plan and polish it. i do wish you the best of luck. sending hugs!

 

[Littlewittlelight]

I don't want to cope anymore. I'm done coping. I want to stop fighting. I want to finally get some rest.

I am sorry If you are tired and there is no way. It's hard for me too I want to be loved but I can't love so I can't get it either and I am tired atleast a little I can relate.